《在刺痛之杖下缄默的基督徒》第一部Mute Christian under the Smarting Rod; or, The Silent Soul with Sovereign Antidotes — Part 1
"Mute Christian under the Smarting Rod" or, "The Silent Soul with Sovereign Antidotes"
by Thomas Brooks, 1659, London.
"I was silent; I would not open my mouth, for You are the one who has done this!" Psalm 39:9
(A Christian with an Olive Leaf in his mouth, when he is under the greatest afflictions, the sharpest and sorest trials and troubles, the saddest and darkest Providences and changes. With answers to diverse questions and objections that are of greatest importance—all tending to win and work souls to be still, quiet, calm and silent under all changes that have, or may pass upon them in this world.)
"The Lord is in his Holy Temple—let all the earth keep silence before him." Hab. 2.20.
The Epistle Dedicatory—To all afflicted and distressed, dissatisfied, disturbed, and agitated Christians throughout the world.
Dear hearts—The choicest saints are 'born to troubles as the sparks fly upwards', Job 5:7. 'Many are the afflictions of the righteous: but the Lord delivers him out of them all.' Psalm 34:19. If they were many, and not troubles, then, as it is in the proverb, the more the merrier; or if they were troubles and not many, then the fewer the better. But God, who is infinite in wisdom and matchless in goodness, has ordered troubles, yes, many troubles to come trooping in upon us on every side. As our mercies—so our crosses seldom come single; they usually come treading one upon the heels of another; they are like April showers, no sooner is one over but another comes. And yet, Christians, it is mercy, it is rich mercy, that every affliction is not an execution, that every correction is not a damnation. The higher the waters rise, the nearer Noah's ark was lifted up to heaven; the more your afflictions are increased, the more your heart shall be raised heavenward.
Because I would not hold you too long in the porch, I shall only endeavor two things—first, to give you the reasons of my appearing once more in print; and secondly, a little counsel and direction that the following tract may turn to your soul's advantage, which is the objective that I have in my eye. The true REASONS of my sending this piece into the world, such as it is, are these—
First, The afflicting hand of God has been hard upon myself, and upon my dearest relations in this world, and upon many of my precious Christian friends, whom I much love and honor in the Lord, which put me upon studying of the mind of God in that scripture that I have made the subject-matter of this following discourse. Luther could not understand some Psalms until he was afflicted; the Christ-cross is no letter in the book, and yet, says he, it has taught one more than all the letters in the book. Afflictions are a golden key by which the Lord opens the rich treasure of his word to his people's souls; and this in some measure, through grace, my soul has experienced. When Samson had found honey, he gave some to his father and mother to eat, Judges 14:9, 10; some honey I have found in my following text; and therefore I may not, I cannot be such a churl as not to give them some of my honey to taste, who have drunk deep of my gall and wormwood.
Augustine observes on that, Ps. 66:16, 'Come and hear, all you that fear God, and I will declare what he has done for my soul.' 'He does not call them', says he, 'to acquaint them with speculations, how wide the earth is, how far the heavens are stretched out, what the number of the stars is, or what is the course of the sun; but come and I will tell you the wonders of his grace, the faithfulness of his promises, the riches of his mercy to my soul'. Gracious experiences are to be communicated. 'We learn—that we may teach'—is a proverb among the Rabbis. And I do therefore 'lay in and lay up,' says the heathen, that I may draw forth again and lay out for the good of many. When God has dealt bountifully with us, others should reap some noble good by us. The family, the town, the city, the country, where a man lives, should fare the better for his faring well. Our mercies and experiences should be as a running spring at our doors, which is not only for our own use—but also for our neighbors', yes, and for strangers too.
Secondly, What is written is permanent and spreads itself further by far—for time, place, and people—than the voice can reach. The pen is an artificial tongue; it speaks as well to absent as to present friends; it speaks to those who far off as well as those who are near; it speaks to many thousands at once; it speaks not only to the present age but also to succeeding ages. The pen is a kind of image of eternity; it will make a man live when he is dead, Heb. 11:1. Though 'the prophets do not live for ever', yet their labors may, Zech. 1:6. A man's writings may preach when he can not, when he may not, and when by reason of bodily distempers, he dares not; yes, and that which is more, when he is not.
Thirdly, Few men, if any, have iron memories. How soon is a sermon preached forgotten, when a sermon written remains! Augustine writing to Volusian, says, 'That which is written is always at hand to be read, when the reader is at leisure.' Men do not easily forget their own names, nor their father's house, nor the wife of their bosom, nor the fruit of their loins, nor to eat their daily bread; and yet, ah! how easily do they forget that word of grace, that should be dearer to them than all! Most men's memories, especially in the great concernments of their souls, are like a sieve, where the good grain and fine flour goes through—but the light chaff and coarse bran remain behind; or like a strainer, where the sweet liquor is strained out—but the dregs left behind; or like a grate that lets the pure water run away—but if there be any straws, sticks, mud, or filth, that it holds, as it were, with iron hands. Most men's memories are very treacherous, especially in good things; few men's memories are a holy ark, a heavenly storehouse for their souls, and therefore they stand in the more need. But,
Fourthly, Its marvelous suitableness and usefulness under these great turns and changes that have passed upon us. As every wise husbandman observes the fittest seasons to sow his seed—some he sows in the autumn and some in the spring of the year, some in a dry season and some in a wet, some in a moist clay and some in a sandy dry ground, Isaiah 28:25; so every spiritual husbandman must observe the fittest times to sow his spiritual seed in. He has heavenly seed by him for all occasions and seasons, for spring and fall; for all grounds, heads, and hearts. Now whether the seed sown in the following treatise be not suitable to the times and seasons wherein we are cast, is left to the judgment of the prudent reader to determine; if the author had thought otherwise, this babe had been stifled in the womb.
Fifthly, The good acceptance that my other weak labors have found. God has blessed them—not only to the conviction, the edification, confirmation, and consolation of many—but also to the conversion of many, Rom. 15:21. God is a free agent to work by what hand he pleases; and sometimes he takes pleasure to do great things by weak means, that 'no flesh may glory in his presence.' God will not 'despise the day of small things;' and who or what are you, that dare despise that day? The Spirit breathes upon whose preaching and writing he pleases, and all prospers according as that wind blows, John 3:8.
Sixthly, That all afflicted and distressed Christians may have a proper salve for every sore, a proper remedy against every disease, at hand. As every good man, so every good book is not fit to be the afflicted man's companion; but this is. Here he may see his face, his head, his hand, his heart, his ways, his works; here he may see all his diseases discovered, and proper remedies proposed and applied. Here he may find arguments to silence him, and means to quiet him, when it is at worst with him. In every storm here he may find a tree to shelter him; and in every danger, here he may find a city of refuge to secure him; and in every difficulty, here he may have a light to guide him; and in every peril, here he may find a shield to defend him; and in every distress, here he may find a cordial to strengthen him; and in every trouble, here he may find a staff to support him.
Seventhly, To satisfy some bosom friends, some faithful friends. Man is made to be a friend, and apt for friendly offices. He who is not friendly is not worthy to have a friend; and he who has a friend, and does not show himself friendly, is not worthy to be accounted a man. Friendship is a kind of life, without which there is no comfort of a man's life. Christian friendship ties such a knot that great Alexander cannot cut. Summer friends I value not—but winter friends are worth their weight in gold; and who can deny such anything, especially in these days, wherein real, faithful, constant friends are so rare to be found? 1 Sam. 22:1-3.
The friendship of most men in these days is like Jonah's gourd, now very promising and flourishing, and anon fading and withering; it is like some plants in the water, which have broad leaves on the surface of the water—but scarce any root at all; their friendship is like melons, cold within, hot without; their expressions are high—but their affections are low; they speak much—but do little. As drums, and trumpets, and flags in a battle make a great noise and a fine show—but do nothing; so these friends will compliment highly and handsomely, speak plausibly, and promise lustily, and yet have neither a hand nor heart to do anything cordially or faithfully. From such friends it is a mercy to be delivered, and therefore king Antigonus was used to pray to God that he would protect him from his friends; and when one of his council asked him why he prayed so, he returned this answer, Every man will shun and defend himself against his professed enemies—but from our professed or pretended friends, of whom few are faithful, none can safe-guard himself—but has need of protection from heaven.
But for all this, there are some that are real friends, faithful friends, active friends, winter friends, bosom friends, fast friends; and for their sakes, especially those among them that have been long, very long, under the smarting rod, and in the fiery furnace, and that have been often poured from vessel to vessel—have I once more appeared in print to the world.
Eighthly and lastly, There are not any authors or author come to my hand, who have handled this subject as I have done; and therefore I do not know but it may be the more grateful and acceptable to the world; and if by this essay others that are more able shall be provoked to do more worthily upon this subject, I shall therein rejoice, 1 Thess. 1:7, 8, 1 Cor. 9:1, 2. I shall only add, that though much of the following matter was preached upon the Lord's chastening visitations of my dear yoke-fellow, myself, and some other friends—yet there are many things of special concernment in the following tract, that yet I have not upon any accounts communicated to the world. And thus I have given you a true and faithful account of the reasons that have prevailed with me to publish this treatise to the work, and to dedicate it to yourselves.
II. Secondly, The second thing promised was, the giving of you a little GOOD COUNSEL, that you may so read the following discourse, as that it may turn much to your soul's advantage; for, as many fish and catch nothing, Luke 5:5, so many read good books and get nothing, because they read them over cursorily, slightly, superficially; but he who would read to profit, must then,
First, Read and look up for a blessing—'Paul may plant, and Apollos may water,' but all will be to no purpose, except 'the Lord gives the increase,' 1 Cor. 3:6, 7. God must do the deed, when all is done, or else all that is done will do you no good. If you would have this work successful and effectual, you must look off from man—and look up to God, who alone can make it a blessing to you. As without a blessing from heaven, your clothes cannot warm you, nor your food nourish you, nor medicine cure you, nor friends comfort you, Micah 6:14; so without a blessing from heaven, without the precious breathings and influences of the Spirit, what here is written will do you no good, it will not turn to your account in the day of Christ; therefore cast an eye heavenwards, Haggai 1:6.
It is Seneca's observation, that the husbandmen in Egypt never look up to heaven for rain in the time of drought—but look after the overflowing of the banks of Nile, as the only cause of their plenty. Ah, how many are there in these days, who, when they go to read a book, never look up, never look after the rain of God's blessing—but only look to the river Nile; they only look to the wit, the learning, the arts, the parts, the eloquence, etc., of the author, they never look so high as heaven; and hence it comes to pass, that though these read much, yet they profit little.
Secondly, He who would read to profit must read and meditate. Meditation is the food of your souls, it is the very stomach and natural heat whereby spiritual truths are digested. A man shall as soon live without his heart, as he shall be able to get good by what he reads, without meditation. Prayer, says Bernard, without meditation, is dry and formal; and reading without meditation is useless and unprofitable. He who would be a wise, a prudent, and an able experienced statesman, must not hastily ramble and run over many cities, countries, customs, laws, and manners of people, without serious musing and pondering upon such things as may make him an expert statesman; so he who would get good by reading, that would complete his knowledge, and perfect his experience in spiritual things, must not slightly and hastily ramble and run over this book or that—but ponder upon what he reads, as Mary pondered the saying of the angel in her heart.
Lord! says Augustine, the more I meditate on you, the sweeter you are to me; so the more you shall meditate on the following matter, the sweeter it will be to you. They usually thrive best who meditate most. Meditation is a soul-fattening duty; it is a grace-strengthening duty, it is a duty-crowning duty. Meditation is the nurse of prayer. Jerome calls it his paradise; Basil calls it the treasury where all the graces are locked up; Theophylact calls it the very gate and portal by which we enter into glory; and Aristotle, though a heathen, places felicity in the contemplation of the mind. You may read much and hear much—yet without meditation you will never be excellent, you still never be eminent Christians.
Thirdly, Read, and test what you read; take nothing upon trust—but all upon trial, as those 'noble Bereans' did, Acts 17:to, 11. You will try and count and weigh gold, though it be handed to you by your fathers; and so should you all those heavenly truths that are handed to you by your spiritual fathers. I hope upon trial you will find nothing—but what will hold weight in the balance of the sanctuary; and though all be not gold that glitters, yet I judge that you will find nothing here to blister, that will not be found upon trial to be true gold.
Fourthly, Read and do, read and practice what you read, or else all your reading will do you no good. He who has a good book in his hand—but not a lesson of it in his heart or life, is like that donkey that carries burdens, and feeds upon thistles. In divine account, a man knows no more than be does. Profession without practice will but make a man twice told a child of darkness. To speak well is to sound like a cymbal—but to do well is to act like an angel [Isidore]. He who practices what he reads and understands, God will help him to understand what he understands not. There is no fear of knowing too much, though there is much fear in practicing too little; the most doing man, shall be the most knowing man; the mightiest man in practice, will in the end prove the mightiest man in Scripture, John 7:16, 17, Psalm 119:98-100. Theory is the guide of practice, and practice is the life of theory.
Salvian relates how the heathen did reproach some Christians, who by their lewd lives made the gospel of Christ to be a reproach. 'Where,' said they, 'is that good law which they believe? Where are those rules of godliness which they learn? They read the holy gospel, and yet are unclean; they read the apostles' writings, and yet live in drunkenness; they follow Christ, and yet disobey Christ; they profess a holy law, and yet lead impure lives.' Ah! how may many preachers take up sad complaints against many readers in these days! They read our works, and yet in their lives they deny our works; they praise our works, and yet in their lives they reproach our works; they cry up our labors in their discourses, and yet they cry them down in their practices—yet I hope better things of you into whose hands this treatise shall fall. The Samaritan woman did not fill her pitcher with water, that she might talk of it—but that she might use it, John 4:7; and Rachel did not desire the mandrakes to hold in her hand—but that she might thereby be the more apt to bring forth, Gen. xxx. 15. The application is easy. But,
Fifthly, Read and apply. Reading is but the drawing of the bow, application is the hitting of the bulls-eye. The choicest truths will no further profit you than they are applied by you. It would be as good not to read, as not to apply what you read. No man attains to health by reading books on health—but by the practical application of their remedies. All the reading in the world will never make for the health of your souls—except you apply what you read. The true reason why many read so much and profit so little—is because they do not apply and bring home what they read to their own souls. But,
Sixthly, and lastly, Read and pray. He who makes not conscience of praying over what he reads, will find little sweetness or profit in his reading. No man makes such earnings of his reading, as he who prays over what he reads. Luther professes that he profited more in the knowledge of the Scriptures by prayer, in a short space, than by study in a longer. As John by weeping got the sealed book open, so certainly men would gain much more than they do by reading good men's works, if they would but pray more over what they read! Ah, Christians! pray before you read, and pray after you read, that all may be blessed and sanctified to you; when you have done reading, usually close up thus—So let me live, so let me die, that I may live eternally.
And when you are in the mount for yourselves, bear him upon your hearts, who is willing to 'spend and be spend' for your sakes, for your souls, 2 Cor. 12:15. Oh! pray for me, that I may more and more be under the rich influences and glorious pourings out of the Spirit; that I may 'be an able minister of the New Testament—not of the letter—but of the Spirit,' 2 Cor. 3:6; that I may always find an everlasting spring and an overflowing fountain within me, which may always make me faithful, constant, and abundant in the work of the Lord; and that I may live daily under those inward teachings of the Spirit, which may enable me to speak from the heart to the heart, from the conscience to the conscience, and from experience to experience; that I may be a 'burning and a shining light,' that everlasting arms may be still under me; that while I live, I may be serviceable to his glory and his people's good; that no discouragements may discourage one in my work; and that when my work is done, I may give up my account with joy and not with grief. I shall follow these poor labors with my weak prayers, that they may contribute much to your internal and eternal welfare.
Your soul's servant in our dearest Lord, Thomas Brooks.
THE MUTE CHRISTIAN UNDER THE SMARTING ROD
"I was silent; I would not open my mouth, for You are the one who has done this!" Psalm 39:9
Not to trouble you with a tedious preface, wherein usually is a flood of words, and but a drop of matter,
This Psalm consists of two parts. Narration and prayer take up the whole. In the former, you have the prophet's disease discovered; and in the latter, the remedy applied. My text falls in the latter part, where you have the way of David's cure, or the means by which his soul was reduced to a still and quiet temper. I shall give a little light into the words, and then come to the point that I intend to stand upon.
'I was silent.' The Hebrew word signifies to be mute, tongue-tied, or dumb. The Hebrew word signifies also to bind, as well as to be mute and dumb, because those who are dumb are as it were tongue-tied; they have their lips stitched and bound up. Ah! the sight of God's hand in the afflictions which were upon him, makes him lay a law of silence upon his heart and tongue.
'I would not open my mouth, for You are the one who has done this!' He looks through all secondary causes to the first cause, and is silent—he sees a hand of God in all, and so sits mute and quiet. The sight of God in an affliction is of an irresistible efficacy to silence the heart, and to stop the mouth of a godly man. In the words you may observe three things:
1. The person speaking, and that is, David; David a king, David a saint, David 'a man after God's own heart,' David a Christian; and here we are to look upon David—not as a king—but as a Christian, as a man whose heart was right with God.
2. The action and carriage of David under the hand of God, in these words, 'I was silent; I would not open my mouth.'
3. The reason of this humble and sweet carriage of his, in these words, 'for You are the one who has done this!' The proposition is this:
Doctrine: That it is the great duty and concern of gracious souls to be mute and silent under the greatest afflictions, the saddest providences, and sharpest trials which they meet with in this world.
For the opening and clearing up of this great and useful truth, I shall inquire,
First, What this silence is that is here pointed at in the proposition.
Secondly, What a gracious, a holy, silence does include.
Thirdly, What this holy silence does not include.
Fourthly, The reasons of the point; and then bring home all by way of application to our own souls.
I. What is the silence meant, here in this verse?
I answer, There is a sevenfold silence.
First, There is a STOICAL silence. The stoics of old thought it altogether below a man that has reason or understanding either to rejoice in any good, or to mourn for any evil; but this stoical silence is such a sinful insensibleness as is very provoking to a holy God, Isaiah 26:10,11. God will make the most insensible sinner sensible either of his hand here on earth—or of his wrath in hell. It is a heathenish and a horrid sin to be without natural affections, Rom. 1:31. And of this sin Quintus Maximus seems to be foully guilty who, when he heard that his mother and wife, whom he dearly loved, were slain by the fall of an house, and that his younger son, a brave, hopeful young man, died at the same time in Umbria, he never changed his countenance—but went on with the affairs of the commonwealth as if no such calamity had befallen him. This carriage of his spoke out more stupidity than patience, Job 25:13.
And so Harpalus was not at all appalled when he saw two of his sons laid in a coffin, when Astyages had bid him to supper. This was a sottish insensibleness. Certainly if the loss of a child in the house be no more to you than the loss of a chick in the yard—your heart is base and sordid, and you may well expect some sore awakening judgment. This age is full of such monsters, who think it below the greatness and magnanimity of their spirits to be moved, affected, or afflicted with any afflictions which befall them. I know none so ripe and ready for hell as these.
Aristotle speaks of fish, that though they have spears thrust into their sides, yet they awake not. God thrusts many a sharp spear through many a sinner's heart, and yet he feels nothing, he complains of nothing. These men's souls will bleed to death. Seneca reports of Senecio Cornelius, who minded his body more than his soul, and his money more than heaven; when he had all the day long waited on his dying friend, and his friend was dead, he returns to his house, sups merrily, comforts himself quickly, goes to bed cheerfully. His sorrows were ended, and the time of his mourning expired before his deceased friend was interred. Such stupidity is a curse that many a man lies under. But this stoical silence, which is but a sinful sullenness, is not the silence here meant.
Secondly, There is a POLITIC silence. Many are silent out of policy. Should they not be silent, they should lay themselves more open either to the rage and fury of men, or else to the plots and designs of men—to prevent which they are silent, and will lay their hands upon their mouths, that others might not lay their hands upon their estates, lives, or liberties—'And Saul also went home to Gibeah, and there went with him a band of men, whose hearts God had touched. But the children of Belial said, How shall this man save us? and they despised him, and brought him no presents; but he held his peace,' or was as though he had been deaf, 1 Sam. 10:26, 27. This new king being but newly entered upon his kingly government, and observing his condition to be but base and low, his friends but few, and his enemies many and potent, sons of Belial, that is, men without yoke, as the word signifies, men that were desperately wicked, that were marked out for hell, that were even incarnate devils, who would neither submit to reason nor religion, nor be governed by the laws of nature nor of nations, nor yet by the laws of God—now this young prince, to prevent sedition and rebellion, blood and destruction, prudently and politically chooses rather to lay his hand upon his mouth than to take a wolf by the ear or a lion by the beard—he turns a deaf ear to all they say, his unsettled condition requiring silence.
Saul knew this was a time for silence; he knew his work was rather to be an auditor than an orator. But this is not the silence the proposition speaks of.
Thirdly, There it's a FOOLISH silence. Some fools there be that can neither do well nor speak well; and because they cannot word it neither as they would nor as they should, they are so wise as to be mute—Prov. 17:28, 'Even a fool is thought wise if he keeps silent, and discerning if he holds his tongue.' As he cannot be wise that speaks much, so he cannot be known for a fool that says nothing. There are many wise fools in the world, who, by holding their tongues, gain the credit and honor of being discreet men. He who does not uncover his lack of wisdom by foolish babbling, is accounted wise, though be may be otherwise. Silence is so rare a virtue, where wisdom does regulate it, that it is accounted a virtue where folly does impose it. Silence was so highly honored among the old Romans, that they erected altars to it. That man shall pass for a man of understanding, who so far understands himself as to hold his tongue. For though it be a great misery to be a fool, yet it is a greater that a man cannot be a fool but he must needs show it. But this foolish silence is not the silence here meant.
Fourthly, There is a SULLEN silence. Many, to gratify an humour, a lust, are sullenly silent; these are troubled with a dumb devil, which was the worst devil of all the devils you read of in the Scripture, Mark 9:17-28. Pliny, in his Natural History, makes mention of a certain people in the Indies, upon the river Ganges, called Astomy, that have no mouth—but do only feed upon the smell of herbs and flowers. Certainly there is a generation among us, who, when they are under the afflicting hand of God, have no mouths to plead with God, no lips to praise God, nor no tongues to justify God. These are possessed with a dumb devil; and this dumb devil had possessed Ahab for a time—1 Kings 21:4, 'And Ahab came into his house, heavy and displeased, and laid him down upon his bed, and turned away his face, and would eat no bread.' Ahab's ambitious humour, his covetous humour, being crossed, he is resolved to starve himself, and to die of the sullens. A sullen silence is both a sin and a punishment. No devil frets and vexes, wears and wastes the spirits of a man, like this dumb devil—like this sullen silence.
Some write of a certain devil, whom they call Hudgin, who will not, they say, hurt anybody, except he be wronged. I cannot speak so favorably of a sullen silence, for that wrongs many at once, God and Christ, bodies and soul. But this is not the silence here meant.
Fifthly, There is a FORCED silence. Many are silent per force. He who is under the power of his enemy, though he suffers many hard things, yet he is silent under his sufferings, because he knows he is liable to worse; he who has taken away his liberty, may take away his life; he who has taken away his money, may take off his head; he who has cut him in the foot, may cut him in the throat if he will not be still and quiet—and this works silence per force. So, when many are under the afflicting hand of God, conscience tells them that now they are under the hand of an enemy, and the power of that God whom they have dishonored, whose Son they have crucified, whose Spirit they have grieved, whose righteous laws they have transgressed, whose ordinances they have despised, and whose people they have abused and opposed; and that he who has taken away one child, may take away every child; and he who has taken away the wife, might have taken away the husband; and he who has taken away some part of the estate, might have taken away all the estate; and that he who has inflicted some distempers upon the body, might have cast both body and soul into hell-fire forever; and he who has shut him up in his chamber, may shut him out of heaven at pleasure. The thoughts and sense of these things makes many a sinner silent under the hand of God; but this is but a forced silence!
And such was the silence of Philip the Second, king of Spain, who, when his invincible Armada, that had been three years a-fitting, was lost, he gave command that all over Spain they should give thanks to God, that it was no more grievous. As the cudgel forces the dog to be quiet and still, and the rod forces the child to be silent and mute, so the apprehensions of what God has done, and of what God may do, forces many a soul to be silent, Jer. 3:10, 1 Kings 14:5-18. But this is not the silence here meant—a forced silence is no silence in the eye of God.
Sixthly, There is a DESPAIRING silence. A despairing soul is a terror to himself; he has a hell in his heart, and horror in his conscience. He looks upwards, and there he beholds God frowning; he looks inwards, and there he finds conscience accusing and condemning of him; he looks on the one side of him, and there he hears all his sins crying out—We are yours, and we will follow you; we will go to the grave with you, we will go to judgment with you, and from judgment we will go to hell with you; he looks on the other side of him, and there he sees infernal fiends in fearful shapes, amazing and terrifying of him, and waiting to receive his despairing soul as soon as she shall take her leave of his wretched body; he looks above him, and there he sees the gates of heaven shut against him; he looks beneath him, and there he sees hell gaping for him; and under these sad sights, he is full of secret conclusions against his own soul. There is mercy for others, says the despairing soul—but none for me; grace and favor for others—but none for me; pardon and peace for others—but none for me; blessedness and happiness for others—but none for me—there is no help, there is no help, none! Jer. 2:25, 18:12.
This seems to be his case who died with this desperate saying in his mouth—farewell, life and hope together. Now, under these dismal apprehensions and sad conclusions about its present and future condition, the despairing soul sits silent, being filled with amazement and astonishment—Psalm 77:1, 'I am so troubled that I cannot speak.' But this is not the silence here meant. But,
Seventhly and lastly, There is a PRUDENT silence, a HOLY, a GRACIOUS silence; a silence that springs from prudent principles, from holy principles, and from gracious causes and considerations; and this is the silence here meant. And this I shall fully discover in my answers to the second question, which is this:
II. What does a prudent, a gracious, a holy silence include?
Answer. It includes and takes in these eight things:
First, It includes a sight of God, and an acknowledgment of God as the author of all the afflictions which come upon us. And this you have plain in the text—'I was silent; I would not open my mouth, for You are the one who has done this!' The psalmist looks through secondary causes to the first cause, and so sits mute before the Lord. There is no sickness so little—but God has a finger in it; though it be but the aching of the little finger. As the scribe is more eyed and properly said to write, than the pen; and he who makes and keeps the clock, is more properly said to make it go and strike, than the wheels and weights that hang upon it; and as every workman is more eyed and properly said to erect his works, rather than the tools which he uses as his instruments. So the Lord, who is the chief agent and mover in all actions, and who has the greatest hand in all our afflictions, is more to be eyed and owned than any inferior or subordinate causes whatever.
So Job, he beheld God in all—Job 1:21, 'The Lord gave, and the Lord has taken away.' Had he not seen God in the affliction, he would have cried out—Oh these wretched Chaldeans, they have plundered and spoiled me; these wicked Sabeans, they have robbed and wronged me! Job discerns God's commission in the Chaldeans' and the Sabeans' hands, and then lays his own hand upon his mouth. So Aaron, beholding the hand of God in the untimely death of his two sons, holds his peace, Lev. 10:3. The sight of God in this sad stroke is a bridle both to his mind and mouth, he neither mutters nor murmurs. So Joseph saw the hand of God in his brethren's selling of him into Egypt, Gen. 14:8, and that silences him.
Men who don't see God in an affliction, are easily cast into a feverish fit, they will quickly be in a flame, and when their passions are up, and their hearts on fire, they will begin to be saucy, and make no bones of telling God to his teeth, that they do well to be angry, Jonah 4:8, 9. Such as will not acknowledge God to be the author of all their afflictions, will be ready enough to fall in with that mad principle of the Manichees, who maintained the devil to be the author of all calamities; as if there could be any evil of affliction in the city, and the Lord have no hand in it, Amos 3:6. Such as can see the ordering hand of God in all their afflictions, will, with David, lay their hands upon their mouths, when the rod of God is upon their backs, 2 Sam. 16:11, 12. If God's hand be not seen in the affliction, the heart will do nothing but fret and rage under affliction.
Secondly, It includes and takes in some holy, gracious apprehensions of the majesty, sovereignty, authority, and presence of that God under whose acting hand we are—Hab 2:20, 'But the Lord is in his holy temple—let all the earth be silent', or as the Hebrew reads it, 'Be silent, all the earth, before his face.' When God would have all the people of the earth to be hushed, quiet, and silent before him, he would have them to behold him in his temple, where he sits in state, in majesty, and glory—Zeph. 1, 'Hold your peace at the presence of the Lord God.' Chat not, murmur not, repine not, quarrel not; stand mute, be silent, lay your hand on your mouth, when his hand is upon your back, who is all eye to see, as well as all hand to punish. As the eyes of a well-drawn picture are fastened on you which way soever you turn, so are the eyes of the Lord; and therefore you have cause to stand mute before him.
Thus Aaron had an eye to the sovereignty of God, and that silences him. And Job had an eye upon the majesty of God, and that stills him. And Eli had an eye upon the authority and presence of God, and that quiets him. A man never comes to humble himself, nor to be silent under the hand of God, until he comes to see the hand of God to be a mighty hand—1 Pet. 5:6, 'Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God.' When men look upon the hand of God as a weak hand, a feeble hand, a low hand, a mean hand—their hearts rise against his hand. ' Who is the Lord,' says Pharaoh, 'that I should obey his voice?' Exod. 5:2. And until Pharaoh came to see the hand of God, as a mighty hand, and to feel it as a mighty hand, he would not let Israel go.
When Tiribazus, a noble Persian, was arrested, at first he drew out his sword and defended himself; but when they charged him in the king's name, and informed him that they came from the king, and were commanded to bring him to the king, he yielded willingly. So when afflictions arrest us, we shall murmur and grumble, and struggle, and strive even to the death, before we shall yield to that God that strikes, until we come to see his majesty and authority, until we come to see him as the king of kings, and Lord of lords, Isaiah 26:11, 12. It is such a sight of God as this, that makes the heart to stoop under his almighty hand, Rev. 1:5. The Thracians being ignorant of the dignity and majesty of God; when it thundered and lightened, used to express their madness and folly in shooting their arrows against heaven! As a sight of his grace cheers the soul, so a sight of his greatness and glory silences the soul. But,
Thirdly, A gracious, a prudent silence, takes in a holy quietness and calmness of mind and spirit, under the afflicting hand of God. A gracious silence shuts out all inward heats, murmurings, frettings, quarrelings, wranglings, and boilings of heart—Psalm 62:1, 'Truly my soul keeps silence unto God, or is silent or still;' that is, my soul is quiet and submissive to God; all murmurings and repinings, passions and turbulent affections, being allayed, tamed, and subdued. This also is clear in the text; and in the former instances of Aaron, Eli, and Job. They saw that it was a Father that put those bitter cups in their hands, and love that laid those heavy crosses upon their shoulders, and grace that put those yokes about their necks; and this caused much quietness and calmness in their spirits.
Marius bit in his pain when the surgeon cut off his leg. Some men, when God cuts off this mercy and that mercy from them, they bite in their pain—they hide and conceal their grief and trouble; but could you but look into their hearts, you will find all in an uproar, all out of order, all in a flame; and however they may seem to be cold without, yet they are all in a hot burning fever within. Such a feverish fit David was once in, Psalm 39:3. But certainly a holy silence allays all tumults in the mind, and makes a man 'in patience to possess his own soul,' which, next to his possession of God, is the choicest and sweetest possession in all the world, Luke 21:19.
The law of silence is as well upon that man's heart and mind as it is upon his tongue, who is truly and divinely silent under the rebuking hand of God. As tongue-service abstracted from heart-service, is no service in the account of God; so tongue-silence abstracted from heart-silence, is no silence in the esteem of God. A man is then graciously silent when all is quiet within and without, Isa 29:13, Mat. 15:8, 9.
Terpander, a harpist and a poet, was one that, by the sweetness of his verse and music, could allay the tumultuous motions of men's minds, as David by his harp did Saul's. When God's people are under the rod, he makes by his Spirit and word such sweet music in their souls as allays all tumultuous motions, passions, and perturbations, Psalm 94:17-19, Psalm 119:49, 50, so that they sit, Noah-like, quiet and still; and in peace possess their own souls.
Fourthly, A prudent, a holy silence, takes in an humble, justifying, clearing and acquitting of God of all blame, rigor and injustice, in all the afflictions he brings upon us; Psalm 51:4, 'That you may be justified when you speak, and be clear when you judge,' that is, when you correct. God's judging his people is God's correcting or chastening of his people—1 Cor. 11:32, 'When we are judged, we are chastened of the Lord.' David's great care, when he was under the afflicting hand of God, was to clear the Lord of injustice. 'Ah! Lord, says he, there is not the least show, spot, stain, blemish, or mixture of injustice, in all the afflictions you have brought upon me; I desire to take shame to myself, and to set to my seal, that the Lord is righteous, and that there is no injustice, no cruelty, nor no extremity in all that the Lord has brought upon me.' And so in that Psalm 119:75, 137, he sweetly and readily subscribes unto the righteousness of God in those sharp and smart afflictions which God exercised him with. 'I know, O Lord, that your judgments are right, and that you in faithfulness have afflicted me. Righteous are you, O Lord, and righteous are your judgments.'
God's afflictions are always just; he never afflicts but in faithfulness. His will is the rule of justice; and therefore a gracious soul dares not cavil nor question his proceedings. The afflicted soul knows that a righteous God can do nothing but that which is righteous; it knows that God is uncontrollable, and therefore the afflicted man puts his mouth in the dust, and keeps silence before him. Who dare say, 'Why have You done so?' 2 Sam. 16:10.
The Turks, when they are cruelly lashed, are compelled to return to the judge who commanded it, to kiss his hand, give him thanks, and pay the officer who whipped them—and so clear the judge and officer of injustice. Silently to kiss the rod, and the hand that whips with it—is the noblest way of clearing the Lord of all injustice.
The Babylonish captivity was the sorest, the heaviest affliction that ever God inflicted upon any people under heaven; witness that 1 Sam. 12:and Dan. 9:12, etc. Yet under those great afflictions, wisdom is justified of her children—Neh. 9:33, 'You are just in all that is brought upon us, for you have done right—but we have done wickedly!' Lam. 1:18, 'The Lord is righteous, for I have rebelled against him.' A holy silence shines in nothing more than in an humble justifying and clearing of God from all that which a corrupt heart is apt enough to charge God with, in the day of affliction. God, in that he is good, can give nothing, nor do nothing—but that which is good. "Others do evil frequently; God can never do evil," says Luther.
Fifthly, A holy silence takes in gracious, blessed, soul-quieting conclusions about the outcome of those afflictions which are upon us. "It is good for a man to bear the yoke while he is young. Let him sit alone in silence, for the Lord has laid it on him. Let him bury his face in the dust—there may yet be hope. Let him offer his cheek to one who would strike him, and let him be filled with disgrace. For men are not cast off by the Lord forever. Though he brings grief, he will show compassion, so great is his unfailing love. For he does not willingly bring affliction or grief to the children of men." Lamentations 3:27-33. In this choice scripture you may observe these FIVE SOUL-STILLING CONCLUSIONS.
(1.) First, and that more generally, That afflictions shall work for their good ver. 27, 'It is good for a man to bear the yoke while he is young.' A gracious soul secretly concludes—as stars shine brightest in the night, so God will make my soul shine and glisten like gold, while I am in this furnace, and when I come out of the furnace of affliction—Job 23:10, 'He knows the way that I take; and when he has tried me, I shall come forth as gold!' 'It was good for me to be afflicted so that I might learn your decrees.' Psalm 119:71.
Surely, as the tasting of honey did open Jonathan's eyes, so this cross, this affliction, shall open my eyes. By this stroke I shall come to have a clearer sight of my sins and of myself, and a fuller sight of my God, Job 33:27, 28; 40:4, 5; 13:1-7.
Surely this affliction shall proceed in the purging away of my dross, Isaiah 1:25.
Surely as ploughing of the ground kills the weeds, and harrowing breaks hard clods; so these afflictions shall kill my sins, and soften my heart, Hosea 5:15, 6:1-3.
Surely as the plaster draws out the infectious core; so the afflictions which are upon me shall draw out the core of pride, the core of self-love, the core of envy, the core of earthliness, the core of formality, the core of hypocrisy, Psalm 119:67, 71.
Surely by these afflictions, the Lord will crucify my heart more and more to the world, and the world to my heart, Gal. 6:14; Psalm 131:1-3.
Surely by these afflictions, the Lord will keep pride from my soul, Job 33:14-21.
Surely these afflictions are but the Lord's pruning-knives, by which he will bleed my sins, and prune my heart, and make it more fertile and fruitful; they are but the Lord's portion, by which he will clear me, and rid me of those spiritual diseases and maladies, which are most deadly and dangerous to my soul!
Affliction is such a potion, as will carry away all soul-diseases, better than all other remedies, Zech. 13:8, 9.
Surely these shall increase my spiritual experiences, Rom. 5:3, 4.
Surely by these I shall be made more partaker of God's holiness, Heb. 12:10. As black soap makes white clothes, so does sharp afflictions make holy hearts.
Surely by these God will communicate more of himself unto me, Hosea 2:14.
Surely by these afflictions, the Lord will draw out my heart more and more to seek him, Isaiah 36:16. Tatianus told the heathen Greeks, that when they were sick, then they would send for their gods to be with them, as Aganmemnon did at the siege of Troy, send for his ten counselors. Hosea 5:15, 'In their afflictions they will seek me early,' or as the Hebrew has it, 'they will morning me;' in times of affliction, Christians will industriously, speedily, early seek unto the Lord.
Surely by these trials and troubles, the Lord will fix my soul more than ever upon the great concernments of the eternal world, John 14:1-3; Rom. 8:17, 18; 2 Cor. 4:16-18.
Surely by these afflictions the Lord will work in me more tenderness and compassion towards those who are afflicted, Heb. 10:34, 13:3. The Romans punished one that was seen looking out at his window with a crown of roses on his head, in a time of public calamity.
Surely these afflictions are but God's love-tokens. Rev. 3:19, 'As many as I love—I rebuke and chasten.' Seneca persuaded his friend Polybius to bear his affliction quietly, because he was the emperor's favorite, telling him, that it was not lawful for him to complain while Caesar was his friend. So says the holy Christian—'O my soul! be quiet, be still; all is sent in love, all is a fruit of divine favor. I see honey upon the top of every twig, I see the rod is but a rosemary branch, I have sugar with my gall, and wine with my wormwood; therefore be silent, O my soul!' And this general conclusion, that all should be for good, had this blessed eject upon the church—Lam. 3:28, 'He sits alone, and keeps silence, because he has borne it upon him.'
Afflictions abase the carnal attractions of the world, which might entice us. Affliction abates the lustiness of the flesh within, which might else ensnare us! And it abates the spirit in its quarrel against the flesh and the world; by all which it proves a mighty advantage unto us.
(2.) Secondly, Afflictions shall keep them humble and low—Lam. 3:29, 'He puts his mouth in the dust, if so be there may be hope.' Some say, that these words are an allusion to the manner of those that, having been conquered and subdued, lay their necks down at the conqueror's feet to be trampled upon, and so lick up the dust that is under the conqueror's feet. Others looked upon the words as an allusion to poor petitioners, who cast themselves down at princes' feet, that they may draw forth their pity and compassion towards them. As I have read of Aristippus, who fell on the ground before Dionysius, and kissed his feet, when he presented a petition to him; and being asked the reason, answered—he has his ears in his feet. Take it which way you will, it holds forth this to us, That holy hearts will be humble under the afflicting hand of God. When God's rod is upon their backs, their mouths shall be in the dust. A good heart will lie lowest, when the hand of God is lifted highest, Job 13:1-7; Acts 9:1-8.
(3.) Thirdly, The third soul-quieting conclusion you have in Lam. 3:31, 'For the Lord will not cast off forever;' the rod shall not always lie upon the back of the righteous. 'In the evening—sudden terror! Before morning—it is gone!' Isaiah 17:13. As Athanasius said to his friends, when they came to bewail his misery and banishment—'it is but a little cloud—and it will quickly be gone.' There are none of God's afflicted ones, that have not their intermissions and respites; yes, so small a while does the hand of the Lord rest upon his people, that Luther cannot get diminutives enough to extenuate it; for he calls it a very little little cross that we bear—Isaiah 26:20, 'Come, my people, enter into your chambers, and shut your doors behind you—hide yourself as it were for a little moment (or for a little space, a little while), until the indignation is over-pass.' The indignation does not pass—but over-pass. The sharpness, shortness, and suddenness of the saints' afflictions, is set forth by the travail of a woman, John 16:21, which is sharp, short, and sudden.
4.) Fourthly, The fourth soul-silencing conclusion you have in Lamentations 3:32 'But though he causes grief, yet will he have compassion, according to the multitude of his mercies.' 'In wrath God remembers mercy,' Hab. 3:2. 'Weeping may endure for a night—but joy comes in the morning,' Psalm 30:5. Their mourning shall last but until morning. God will turn their winter's night into a summer's day, their sighing into singing, their grief into gladness, their mourning into music, their bitter into sweet, their wilderness into a paradise. The life of a Christian is filled up with interchanges of sickness and health, weakness and strength, want and wealth, disgrace and honor, crosses and comforts, miseries and mercies, joys and sorrows, mirth and mourning. All honey would harm us; all wormwood would undo us—a composition of both is the best way in the world to keep our souls in a healthy constitution. It is best and most for the health of the soul that the warm south wind of mercy, and the cold north wind of adversity—do both blow upon it. And though every wind that blows, shall blow good to the saints, yet certainly their sins die most, and their graces thrive best, when they are under the frigid, drying, nipping north wind of calamity, as well as under the warm, nourishing south wind of mercy and prosperity.
(5) Fifthly, The fifth soul-quieting conclusion you have in Lament. 3:33, 'For He does not afflict willingly (or as the Hebrew has it, 'from his heart'), 'nor grieve the children of men.' Christians conclude that God's heart was not in their afflictions, though his hand was. He takes no delight to afflict his children; it goes against his heart. It is a grief to him to be grievous to them, a pain to him to be punishing of them, a sorrow to him to be striking them. He has no will, no desire, no inclination, no disposition, to that work of afflicting of his people; and therefore he calls it 'his strange work,' Isaiah 28:21. Mercy and punishment—they flow from God, as the honey and the sting from the bee. The bee yields honey of her own nature—but she does not sting but when she is provoked. God takes delight in showing of mercy, Micah 7:18; he takes no pleasure in giving his people up to adversity, Hosea 11:8. Mercy and kindness flows from him freely, naturally; he is never severe, never harsh; he never stings, he never terrifies us—but when he is sadly provoked by us. God's hand sometimes may lie very hard upon his people, when his heart, his affections, at those very times may be yearning towards his people, Jer. 31:18-20.
No man can tell how the heart of God stands—by his hand. God's hand of mercy may be open to those against whom his heart is set—as you see in the rich poor fool, and Dives, in the Gospel. And his hand of severity may lie hard upon those on whom he has set his heart—as you may see in Job and Lazarus. And thus you see those gracious, blessed, soul-quieting conclusions about afflictions, that a holy, a prudent silence does include.
Be still before the Lord and wait patiently for him; do not fret when men succeed in their ways, when they carry out their wicked schemes. Psalms 37:7
Sixthly, A holy, a prudent silence includes and takes in a strict charge, a solemn, command, that conscience lays upon the soul to be quiet and still. Psalm 37:7, 'Rest in the Lord, (or as the Hebrew has it, 'be silent to the Lord'), 'and wait patiently for him.' I charge you, O my soul—not to mutter, nor to murmur; I command you, O my soul, to be dumb and silent under the afflicting hand of God. As Christ laid a charge, a command, upon the boisterous winds and the roaring raging seas—Mat. 8:26, 'Be still; and there was a great calm,'—so conscience lays a charge upon the soul to be quiet and still—Psalm 27:14, 'Wait on the Lord; be of good courage, and he shall strengthen your heart—wait, I say, on the Lord.' Peace, O my soul! be still, leave your muttering, leave your murmuring, leave your complaining, leave your chafing, and vexing—and lay your hand upon your mouth, and be silent. Conscience allays and stills all the tumults and uproars that are in the soul, by such like reasonings as the clerk of Ephesus stilled that uproar—Acts 19:40, 'For we are in danger to be called in question for this day's uproar, there being no cause whereby we may give an account of this concourse.' O my soul! be quiet, be silent, else you will one day be called in question for all those inward mutterings, uproars, and passions that are in you, seeing no sufficient cause can be produced why you should murmur, quarrel, or wrangle—under the righteous hand of God.
Seventhly, A holy, a prudent silence includes a surrendering, a resigning of ourselves to God, while we are under his afflicting hand. The silent soul gives himself up to God. The secret language of the soul is this—'Lord, here am I; do with me what you please, write upon me as you please—I give up myself to be at your disposal.'
There was a good woman, who, when she was sick, being asked whether she were willing to live or die, answered, 'Whichever God pleases.' But, said one that stood by, 'If God would refer it to you, which would you choose?' 'Truly,' said she, 'if God would refer it to me, I would even refer it right back to him again.' This was a soul worth gold.
'Well,' says a gracious soul, 'The ambitious man gives himself up to his honors—but I give up myself unto God. The voluptuous man gives himself up to his pleasures—but I give up myself to God. The covetous man gives himself up to his bags of money—but I give up myself to God. The wanton man gives himself up to his lust—but I give up myself to God. The drunkard gives himself up to his cups—but I give up myself to God. The papist gives up himself to his idols—but I give myself to God. The Turk gives up himself to his Mahomet—but I give up myself to God. The heretic gives up himself to his heretical opinions—but I give up myself to God. Lord! lay what burden you will upon me, only let your everlasting arms be under me!
Lord! lay what burden you will upon me, only let your everlasting arms be under me. Strike, Lord, strike, and spare not, for I am lain down in your will, I have learned to say amen to your amen; you have a greater interest in me than I have in myself, and therefore I give up myself unto you, and am willing to be at your disposal, and am ready to receive whatever impression you shall stamp upon me. O blessed Lord! have you not again and again said unto me, as once the king of Israel said to the king of Syria, 'I am yours, and all that I have is yours,' 1 Kings 20:4.
God says, "I am yours, O soul! to save you! My mercy is yours to pardon you! My blood is yours to cleanse you! My merits are yours to justify you! My righteousness is yours to clothe you! My Spirit is yours to lead you! My grace is yours to enrich you! My glory is yours to reward you!" And therefore, says a gracious soul, "I cannot but make a resignation of myself unto you. Lord! here I am, do with me as seems good in your own eyes. I know the best way to have my own will, is to resign up myself to your will, and to say amen to your amen."
I have read of a gentleman, who, meeting with a shepherd in a misty morning, asked him what weather it would be? 'It will be,' says the shepherd, 'that weather which pleases me.' And being courteously requested to express his meaning, replied, 'Sir, it shall be whatever weather pleases God; and whatever weather pleases God—pleases me.' When a Christian's will is molded into the will of God, he is sure to have his will. But,
Eighthly and lastly, A holy, a prudent silence, takes in a patient waiting upon the Lord under our afflictions until deliverance comes—Psalm 11:1-3; Psalm 62:5, 'My soul, wait only upon God, for my expectation is from him;' Lam. 3:26, 'It is good that a man should both hope, and quietly (or as the Hebrew has it, 'silently') wait for the salvation of the Lord.' The farmer patiently waits for the precious fruits of the earth, the mariner patiently waits for wind and tide, the watchman patiently wait for the dawning of the day; and so does the silent soul in the night of adversity, patiently wait for the dawning of the day of mercy, James 5:7, 8. The mercies of God are not styled the swift—but the sure mercies; and therefore a gracious soul waits patiently for them. And thus you see what a gracious, a prudent silence does include.
III. The third thing is, to discover what is included in a holy, a prudent silence under affliction. Now there are eight things that a holy patience includes.
1. First, A holy, a prudent silence under affliction does not exclude and shut out a sense and feeling of our afflictions, Psalm 39:9, though he 'was silent, and laid his hand upon his mouth,' yet he was very sensible of his affliction—verses 10, 11, 'Remove your scourge from me; I am overcome by the blow of your hand. You rebuke and discipline men for their sin; you consume their wealth like a moth—each man is but a breath.' He is sensible of his pain as well as of his sin; and having prayed off his sin in the former verses, he labors here to pray off his pain.
Diseases, aches, sicknesses, pains—they are all the daughters of sin, and he who is not sensible of them as the births and products of sin, does but add to his sin and provoke the Lord to add to his sufferings, Isaiah 26:9-11. No man shall ever be charged by God for feeling his burden, if he neither frets nor faints under it. Grace does not destroy nature—but rather perfects it. Grace is of a noble offspring; it neither turns men into stocks nor to stoics. The more grace, the more sensible of the tokens, frowns, blows, and lashes—of a displeased Father. Though Calvin, under his greatest pains, was never heard to mutter nor murmur, yet he was heard often to say 'How long, Lord, how long?' A pious commander being shot in battle, when the wound was searched, and the bullet cut out, some standing by, pitying his pain, he replied, Though I groan, yet I bless God I do not grumble. God allows his people to groan, though not to grumble. It is a God-provoking sin to lie stupid and senseless under the afflicting hand of God. God will heat that man's furnace of affliction sevenfold hotter, who is in the furnace but feels it not.
"Who handed Jacob over to become loot, and Israel to the plunderers? Was it not the Lord, against whom we have sinned? For they would not follow his ways; they did not obey his law. So he poured out on them his burning anger, the violence of war. It enveloped them in flames, yet they did not understand; it consumed them—but they did not take it to heart." Isaiah 42:24-25. Stupidity lays a man open to the greatest fury and severity.
The physician, when he finds that the potion which he has given his patient will not work, he seconds it with one more violent one; and if that will not work, he gives another yet more violent one. If a gentle plaster will not serve, then the surgeon applies that which is more corroding; and if that will not do, then he makes use of his knife! So when the Lord afflicts, and men feel it not; when he strikes and they grieve not; when he wounds them, and they awake not—then the furnace is made hotter than ever; then his fury burns, then he lays on irons upon irons, bolt upon bolt, and chain upon chain, until he has made their lives a hell. Afflictions are the saints' medicines; and where do you read in all the Scripture that ever any of the saints drunk of these medicines, and were not sensible of it.
2. Secondly, A holy, a prudent, silence does not shut out prayer for deliverance out of our afflictions. Though the psalmist lays his hand upon his mouth in the text, yet he prays for deliverance—"Remove your scourge from me; I am overcome by the blow of your hand. Hear my prayer, O Lord, listen to my cry for help; be not deaf to my weeping. For I dwell with you as an alien, a stranger, as all my fathers were. Look away from me, that I may rejoice again before I depart and am no more." Psalm 39:10-13. 'Is any among you afflicted? let him pray.' James 5:13. 'Call upon me in the day of trouble—I will deliver you, and you shall glorify me.' Psalm 50:15
Times of affliction, by God's own injunction, are special times of supplication. David's heart was more often out of tune than his harp; but then he prays and presently cries, 'Return to your rest O my soul.' Jonah prays in the whale's belly, and Daniel prays when among the lions, and Job prays when on the ash-heap, and Jeremiah prays when in the dungeon. Yes, the heathen mariners, as stout as they were, when in a storm, they cry every man to his god, Jonah 1:5, 6. To call upon God, especially in times of distress and trouble, is a lesson that the very light and law of nature teaches. The Persian messenger, though a heathen, says thus—'When the Grecian forces hotly pursued our army, and we must needs venture over the great water Strymon, frozen then—but beginning to thaw, when a hundred to one we had all died for it, with my eyes I saw many of those gallants whom I had heard before so boldly maintain there was no God, every one upon his knees, and devoutly praying that the ice might hold until they got over.' And shall blind heathen nature do more than grace? If the time of affliction be not a time of supplication, I know not what is.
As there are two kinds of antidotes against poison, that is, hot and cold; so there are two kinds of antidotes against all the troubles and afflictions of this life, that is, prayer and patience—the one hot, the other cold—the one quenching, the other quickening. Chrysostom understood this well enough when he cried out—Oh! says he, it is more bitter than death to be robbed of prayer; and thereupon observes that Daniel chose rather to run the hazard of his life, than to lose his prayer. Well! This is the second thing. A holy silence does not exclude prayer; but,
3. Thirdly, A holy, a prudent silence does not exclude men's being kindly affected and afflicted with their sins, as the meritorious cause of all their sorrows and sufferings, Lam. 3:39, 40, 'Why does a living man complain, a man for the punishment of his sin? Let us search and try our ways, and turn again to the Lord.' Job 40:4, 6, 'Behold, I am vile, what shall I answer you? I will lay my hand upon my mouth. Once have I spoken—but I will not answer; yes, thrice—but I proceed no further.' Micah 7:9, 'I will bear the indignation of the Lord, because I have sinned.' In all our sorrows we should read our sins! When God's hand is upon our backs, our hands should be upon our sins.
It was a good saying of one, 'I hide not my sins—but I show them. I wipe them not away—but I sprinkle them; I do not excuse them—but accuse them. The beginning of my salvation is the knowledge of my transgression.' When some told Prince Henry, that darling of mankind, that the sins of the people brought that affliction on him, Oh no! said he, I have sins enough of my own to cause that. 'I have sinned,' says David, 'but what have these poor sheep done?' 2 Sam. 24:17. When a Christian is under the afflicting hand of God, he may well say, 'I may thank this proud heart of mine, this worldly heart, this froward heart, this formal heart, this dull heart, this backsliding heart, this self-seeking heart of mine—for this cup is so bitter, this pain so grievous, this loss so great, this disease so desperate, this wound so incurable! It is my own self, my own sin—which has caused these floods of sorrows to break in upon me! But,
4. Fourthly, A holy, a prudent silence does not exclude the teaching and instructing of others, when we are afflicted. The words of the afflicted stick close; they many times work strongly, powerfully, strangely savingly, upon the souls and consciences of others. Many of Paul's epistles were written to the churches when he was in prison, that is, Galatians, Ephesians, Philippians, Colossians, Philemon; he begot Onesimus in his bonds, Philem. 10. And many of the brethren in the Lord waxed bold and confident by his bonds, and were confirmed, and made partakers of grace by his ministry, when he was in bonds, Philip. 1:7, 13, 14.
As the words of dying people do many times stick and work gloriously, so many times do the words of afflicted people work very nobly and efficaciously. I have read of one Adrianus, who, seeing the martyrs suffer such grievous things for the cause of Christ, he asked what that was which enabled them to suffer such things? and one of them named that 1 Cor. 2:9, 'Eye has not seen, nor ear heard, neither have entered into the heart of man, the things which God has prepared for them that love him.' This word was like apples of gold in pictures of silver, Prov. 25:11, for it made hint not only a convert—but a martyr too. And this was the means of Justin Martyr's conversion, as himself confesses.
Doubtless, many have been made happy by the words of the afflicted. The tongue of the afflicted has been to many as choice silver. The words of the afflicted many times are both pleasing and profitable; they tickle the ear, and they win upon the heart; they slide insensibly into the hearers' souls, and work efficaciously upon the hearers' hearts—Eccles. 10:12, 'The words of a wise man's mouth are gracious.' Jerome reads it, "the words of the mouth of a wise man are grace." They minister grace to others, and they win grace and favor from others. Gracious lips make gracious hearts; gracious words are a grace, an ornament to the speaker, and they are a comfort, a delight, and an advantage to the hearer.
Now, the words of a wise man's mouth are never more gracious, than when he is most afflicted and distressed. Now, you shall find most worth and weight in his words; now his lips, like the spouse's, are like a thread of scarlet; they are red with talking much of a crucified Christ; and they are thin like a thread—not swelled with vain and unprofitable discourses. Now his mouth speaks of wisdom, and his tongue talks judgment, for the law of the Lord is in his heart, Psalm 37:30. Now his lips drop as honey-combs, Cant. 4:1l; now his tongue is a tree of life, whose leaves are medicinal, Prov. 12:18. As the silver trumpets sounded most joy to the Jews in the day of their gladness, so the mouth of a wise man, like a silver trumpet, sounds most joy and advantage to others in the days of his sadness, Num. 10:10.
The heathen man could say—'when a wise man speaks, he opens the rich treasure and wardrobe of his mind'; so may I say, 'when an afflicted saint speaks, Oh the pearl, the treasures that he scatters!' But,
5. Fifthly, A holy, a prudent silence does not exclude moderate mourning or weeping under the afflicting hand of God. Isaiah 38:3, 'And Hezekiah wept sore', or, as the Hebrew has it, 'wept with great weeping.' But was not the Lord displeased with him for his great weeping? No! ver. 5, 'I have heard your prayers, I have seen your tears—behold, I will add unto your days fifteen years.' God had as well a bottle for his tears—as a bag for his sins, Psalm 56:8. There is no water so sweet as the saints' tears, when they do not overflow the banks of moderation. Tears are not mutes; they have a voice, and their oratory is of great prevalence with the almighty God. Therefore the weeping prophet calls out for tears—Lam. 2:18, 'Let your tears flow like a river day and night; give yourself no relief; let not the apple of your eye cease;' or, as the Hebrew has it, 'Let not the daughter of your eye be silent.' That which we call the pupil or apple of the eye, the Hebrews call the daughter of the eye, because it is as dear and tender to a man as an only daughter; and because therein appears the likeness of a little daughter. Upon which words, says Bellarmine—'cry aloud—not with your tongue—but with your eyes; not with your words—but with your tears; for that is the prayer that makes the most forcible entry into the ears of the great God of heaven.'
When God strikes, he looks that we should tremble; when his hand is lifted high, he looks that our hearts should stoop low; when he has the rod in his hand, he looks that we should have tears in our eyes, as you may see by comparing of these Scriptures together, Psalm 55:2, 38:6, Job 30:26-32. Says the Greek poet—'the better any are—they are more inclining to weeping, especially under affliction.' As you may see in David, whose tears, instead of gems, were the common ornaments of his bed; as Jonathan, Job, Ezra, Daniel, etc. How, says one, shall God wipe away my tears in heaven, if I shed none on earth? And how shall I reap in joy, if I sow not in tears? I was born with tears, and I shall die with tears—and why then should I live without them in this valley of tears?
There is as well a time to weep, as there is a time to laugh; and a time to mourn, as well as a time to dance, Eccles. 3:4. The mourning garment among the Jews was the black garment, and the black garment was the mourning garment—Psalm 43:2, 'Why do you go mourning?' The Hebrew word signifies 'black'. Why go you in black? Sometimes Christians must put off their gay ornaments, and put on their black—their mourning garments, Exod. 33:3-6. But,
6. Sixthly, A gracious, a prudent silence does not exclude sighing, groaning, or roaring under afflictions. A man may sigh, and groan and roar under the hand of God, and yet be silent. It is not sighing—but muttering; it is not groaning—but grumbling; it is not roaring—but murmuring—which is opposite to a holy silence—Exod. 2:23, 'And the children of Israel sighed by reason of the bondage.' Job 3:24, 'For my sighing comes before I eat.' His sighing, like bad weather, came unsent for and unsought—so Psalm 38:9, 'Lord, all my desire is before you; and no groaning is not hid from you.' Psalm 102:5, 'By reason of the voice of my groaning, my bones cleave to my skin.' Job 3:24, 'And my roarings are poured out like the waters.' Psalm 38:8, 'I am feeble and sore broken; I have roared by reason of the disturbance of my heart.' Psalm 22:1, 'My, God! my God! why have you forsaken me? why are you so far from helping me, from the words of my roaring?' Psalm 32:3, 'When I kept silence, my bones waxed old, through my roarings all the day long.' He roars—but does not rage; he roars—but does not repine.
When a man is in extremity, nature prompts him to roar, and the law of grace is not against it. And though sighing, roaring, groaning, cannot deliver a man out of his misery, yet they do give some ease to a man under his misery. When Solon wept for his son's death, one said to him, Weeping will not help. He answered, 'Alas! I weep, because weeping will not help.' So a Christian many times sighs, because sighing will not help; and he groans, because groaning will not help; and he roars, because roaring will not help. Sometimes the sorrows of the saints are so great, that all tears are dried up, and they can get no ease by weeping; and therefore for a little ease they fall a-sighing and a-groaning. And this may be done, and yet the heart may be quiet and silent before the Lord. Peter wept and sobbed, and yet was silent. Sometimes the sighs and groans of a saint do in some manner, tell that which his tongue can in no manner utter. But,
7. Seventhly, A holy, a prudent silence, does not exclude nor shut out the use of any just or lawful means, whereby people may be delivered out of their afflictions. God would not have his people so in love with their afflictions, as not to use such righteous means as may deliver them out of their afflictions. Mat. 10:23, 'But when they persecute you in this city, flee into another.' Acts 12:5, When Peter was in prison, the saints thronged together to pray, as the original has it, and they were so instant and earnest with God in prayer, they did so beseech and besiege the Lord, they did so beg and bounce at heaven-gate, that God could have no rest, until, by many miracles of power and mercy, he had returned Peter as a bosom-favor to them. "After many days had gone by, the Jews conspired to kill him—but Saul learned of their plan. Day and night they kept close watch on the city gates in order to kill him. But his followers took him by night and lowered him in a basket through an opening in the wall." Acts 9:23-25
The blood of the saints is precious in God's eye, and it should not be vile in their own eyes. When providence opens a door of escape, there is no reason why the saints should set themselves as marks for their enemies to shoot at. 2 Thess. 3:1, 2, The apostles desired the brethren 'to pray for them, that they may be delivered from absurd and wicked men; for all men have not faith.' It is a mercy worth a seeking, to be delivered out of the hands of wicked, villainous, and troublesome men.
Afflictions are evil in themselves, and we may desire and endeavor to be delivered from them, James 5:14, 15, Isaiah 38:18-21. Both inward and outward means are to be used for our own preservation. Had not Noah built an ark, he would have been swept away with the flood, though he had been with Nimrod and his gang on the tower of Babel, which was raised to the height of some 2000 feet. Though we may not trust in means; yet we may and ought to use the means. In the use of them, eye that God that can only bless them, and you do your work. As the pilot that guides the ship has his hand upon the rudder, and his eye on the star that directs him at the same time; so when your hand is upon the means, let your eye be upon your God, and deliverance will come. We may neglect God as well by neglecting of means, as by trusting in means. It is best to use them, and in the use of them, to live above them. Augustine tells of a man, that being fallen into a pit, one passing by falls to questioning of him, as to how he got into the pit. Oh! said the poor man, ask me not how I came in—but help me and tell me how I may come out! The application is easy. But,
8. Eighthly, and lastly, A holy, a prudent silence, does not exclude a just and sober complaining against the authors, contrivers, abettors, or instruments of our afflictions. 2 Tim. 4:14, 'Alexander the metalworker did me a great deal of harm. The Lord will repay him for what he has done.' This Alexander is conceived by some to be that Alexander that is mentioned, Acts 19:33, who stood so close to Paul at Ephesus, that he ran the hazard of losing his life by appearing on his side. Yet if glorious professors come to be furious persecutors, Christians may complain—2 Cor. 11:24, 'Five different times the Jews gave me thirty-nine lashes.' They inflict, says Maimonides, no more than forty stripes, though he be as strong as Samson—but if he be weak, they abate of that number. They scourged Paul with the greatest severity, in making him suffer so often the utmost extremity of the Jewish law, when as those who were weak had their punishment mitigated—ver. 25, 'Thrice was I beaten with rods,' that is, by the Romans, whose custom it was to beat the guilty with rods.
If Pharaoh makes Israel groan—Israel may make his complaint against Pharaoh to the Keeper of Israel, Exod. 2. If the proud and blasphemous king of Assyria shall come with his mighty army to destroy the people of the Lord—Hezekiah may spread his letter of blasphemy before the Lord. Isaiah 37:14-21.
It was the saying of Socrates, that every man in this life had need of a faithful friend and a bitter enemy; the one to advise him, and the other to make him look about him; and this Hezekiah found by experience.
Though Joseph's bow abode in strength, and the arm of his hands were made strong by the hands of the mighty God of Jacob. Yet Joseph may say, that the archers, (or the arrow-masters, as the Hebrew has it,) have severely grieved him, and shot at him, and hated him. Gen. 49:23, 24. And so David sadly complained of Doeg. Yes, Christ himself, who was the most perfect pattern for silence under sorest trials, complains against Judas, Pilate, and the rest of his persecutors, Psalm 69:20, 30, etc. Yes, though God will make his people's enemies to be the workmen that shall fit them and square them for his building; to be goldsmiths to add pearls to their crown; to be rods to beat off their dust; to be scullions to scour off their rust; to be fire to purge away their dross; and water to cleanse away their filthiness, fleshliness, and earthliness; yet may they point at them, and pour out their complaints to God against them, Psalm 132:2-18. This truth I might make good by over a hundred texts of Scripture; but it is time to come to the reasons of the point.
《在刺痛之杖下缄默的基督徒》,又名《安静的灵魂与至效良方》
托马斯·布鲁克斯著,1659年,伦敦。
“因我所遭遇的是出于你,我就默然不语。”(诗篇39:9)
(一个基督徒,即使身处最大的患难、最尖锐最痛苦的试炼与困苦、最悲惨最黑暗的护理和变故之下,口中仍衔着橄榄叶。本书也回答若干极其重要的问题与反对意见;这一切都是要赢得并塑造人的灵魂,使他们在今世已经临到或可能临到的一切变故之下,仍然安静、平稳、镇定、缄默。)
“惟耶和华在他的圣殿中;全地的人都当在他面前肃敬静默。”(哈巴谷书2:20)
献书信:谨献给全世界所有受苦、困顿、不满、受搅扰、心里动荡的基督徒。
亲爱的众人,最蒙拣选的圣徒也是“人生在世必遇患难,如同火星飞腾”(伯5:7)。“义人多有苦难,但耶和华救他脱离这一切。”(诗34:19)苦难若是很多,却不叫人痛苦,那么正如俗语所说,越多便越欢乐;苦难若是痛苦,却不多,那么自然越少越好。然而,智慧无限、美善无比的神,已经命定苦难,而且是许多苦难,从四面八方成群结队地临到我们。我们的怜悯很少单独来到,我们的十字架也是如此;它们通常一个紧跟一个,前脚才走,后脚便来;它们好像四月的阵雨,一阵刚过,另一阵又到。然而,基督徒啊,每一次患难并不都是处决,每一次管教并不都是定罪,这本身就是怜悯,是丰盛的怜悯。水涨得越高,挪亚的方舟便越被抬向天上;你的患难越增多,你的心也越要被提升,归向天上。
我不愿把你们长久留在门廊里,所以只要尽力做两件事:第一,说明我为何再次付印;第二,给你们一点劝告和指引,好使后面这篇论述真正有益于你们的灵魂;这正是我心目中的目标。我把这篇不成样的文字送到世上,真正的理由如下:
第一,神使人受苦的手重重落在我自己、我今世最亲爱的亲人,以及许多我在主里深爱并敬重的宝贵基督徒朋友身上。这催促我查考神在那段经文中的心意,也就是我在后文所要论述的主题。路德未曾受苦以前,不能明白某些诗篇;他说,基督的十字架虽然不是书中的一个字母,却教给他比全书所有字母更多的功课。患难是一把金钥匙,主用它向祂百姓的灵魂开启祂话语中丰富的宝藏;蒙恩之下,我的灵魂也在某种程度上经历了这事。参孙找到蜂蜜以后,便拿给父母吃(士14:9、10)。我也从后面所讲的经文中找到一点蜂蜜;那些与我一同深饮苦胆和茵陈的人,我不能、也不可以吝啬得连这点蜂蜜也不给他们尝尝。
奥古斯丁论到诗篇66:16说:“凡敬畏神的人,你们都来听!我要述说祂为我所行的事。”他说:“诗人召他们来,并不是要告诉他们种种思辨之事,例如大地有多宽、诸天延伸多远、星辰数目多少、太阳怎样运行;他乃是说:来吧,我要告诉你们,神在我灵魂中所施恩典的奇妙、祂应许的信实,以及祂怜悯的丰富。”蒙恩的经历应当与人分享。拉比中间有一句格言:“我们学习,为要教导。”一位异教智者也说:“我所以收进并积存,是为要再次取出,分给众人,使他们得益处。”神既丰厚地待我们,别人就应当从我们身上收获一些宝贵的益处。一个人若蒙了厚待,他所居住的家庭、乡镇、城市和国家,都应当因他而过得更好。我们的怜悯和经历应当像门前长流的泉水,不仅供自己使用,也供邻舍使用,甚至供陌生人使用。
第二,写下来的东西能够长存;无论就时间、地方还是人数而言,它传播的范围都远胜人的声音所能达到之处。笔是一条人工的舌头;它既向在场的朋友说话,也向不在场的朋友说话;既向远方的人说话,也向近处的人说话;它能同时向成千上万的人说话;它不仅向现今的世代说话,也向后来的世代说话。笔仿佛永恒的一个形象;人死以后,它仍会使他活着说话(来11:1)。先知虽不能永远存活,他们的劳苦却可以长存(亚1:6)。一个人的著作能在他不能讲道时讲道,也能在他不蒙准许讲道时讲道;还能在他因身体不适而不敢讲道时讲道;更有甚者,在他已经不在世时仍然讲道。
第三,即使有人有铁一般的记忆,这样的人也是少之又少。口里讲过的道何等容易被人忘记,写下来的讲章却能留存!奥古斯丁写信给伏鲁西安说:“写下来的东西总在手边,读者有空时随时可以阅读。”人不容易忘记自己的名字、父家、怀中的妻子、亲生的儿女,也不容易忘记吃每日的饮食;然而,唉,那本应比这一切更为宝贵的恩典之道,人竟何等容易忘记!大多数人的记忆,尤其在关乎灵魂的大事上,好像筛子:好谷和细面都漏下去,轻浮的糠秕和粗糙的麦麸反倒留下;又像滤器:甘甜的汁液被滤走,渣滓反倒剩下;又像栅栏:任凭清水流走,若有稻草、木棍、泥土或污物,却仿佛用铁手牢牢抓住。大多数人的记忆都极不可靠,在美善之事上尤其如此;很少有人的记忆能成为圣洁的约柜,成为灵魂属天的宝库;所以,他们更加需要写下来的文字。但是,
第四,这篇论述极其适合、也极其有益于我们所经历的重大转折与变迁。聪明的农夫会观察最合宜的时节撒种:有些种子在秋天撒,有些在春天撒;有些在干旱时撒,有些在湿润时撒;有些撒在潮湿的黏土里,有些撒在干燥的沙地上(赛28:25)。照样,每一位属灵的农夫都必须观察最合宜的时机,撒下属灵的种子。他手边有适合各种机会和时节、春秋两季,以及各种土地、头脑和心灵的属天种子。后面这篇论述所撒的种子,是否适合我们被安置其中的时代与处境,就留给明智的读者判断;作者若不这样认为,这个婴孩早已闷死在腹中了。
第五,我先前那些软弱的劳苦得到了良好的接纳。神赐福使用它们,不仅使许多人知罪、得造就、得坚固、得安慰,也使许多人归正(罗15:21)。神行事不受约束,祂乐意借谁的手作工,就借谁的手作工;有时祂喜欢用软弱的器皿成就大事,为要“使一切有血气的,在神面前一个也不能自夸”。神必不“藐视这日的事为小”;你是谁、算什么,竟敢藐视这日呢?圣灵随己意吹在祂所拣选之人的讲道和写作上;那风怎样吹,一切就怎样兴旺(约3:8)。
第六,好使所有受苦、困顿的基督徒,手边都有适合每一处疮伤的药膏,也有对付每一种疾病的良方。正如并非每个好人都适合作受苦之人的同伴,也不是每本好书都合适;但这一本合适。他可以在这里看见自己的脸、头、手、心、道路和作为;可以看见自己一切的疾病被揭露,也看见合宜的良方被提出并敷用。在他景况最坏的时候,可以在这里找到使自己缄默的论据,也找到使自己安静的方法。每逢风暴,他能在这里找到一棵树遮蔽自己;每逢危险,他能在这里找到一座逃城保全自己;每逢困境,他能在这里得到一盏灯引导自己;每逢险情,他能在这里找到一面盾牌护卫自己;每逢危难,他能在这里找到一剂强心药坚固自己;每逢患难,他能在这里找到一根杖扶持自己。
第七,为要满足几位知心的朋友、忠信的朋友。人生来就要作朋友,也适合尽朋友的情分。待人不友善的,不配有朋友;有了朋友却不以朋友之道相待的,不配被算作人。友情仿佛一种生命;没有友情,人的一生便没有安慰。基督徒的友情所打成的结,连亚历山大大帝也砍不断。夏日的朋友,我不看重;寒冬的朋友却有与黄金同等的分量。尤其在这些真正、忠信、恒久的朋友如此罕见的日子里,谁能拒绝这样的朋友向自己所求的事呢?(撒上22:1–3)
现今大多数人的友情好像约拿的蓖麻:此刻还满有希望、欣欣向荣,转眼便衰残枯萎;又像水中某些植物,水面上虽有宽大的叶子,下面却几乎没有根;他们的友情又像甜瓜,里面冷、外面热;他们说得高,情感却低;说得多,做得少。战场上的鼓号和旗帜声势浩大、场面壮观,却什么也做不成;照样,这些朋友会郑重而漂亮地恭维人,说得悦耳,许得豪爽,却既无手也无心,真诚忠实地做成一件事。能脱离这样的朋友乃是怜悯。因此,安提柯王常向神祈求,保守他脱离自己的朋友。他的一位谋士问他为何这样祷告,他回答:“人人都会躲避并防卫公开与自己为敌的人;至于那些公开自称或假装是我们朋友的人,其中忠信的极少,没有人能保护自己,唯有求天上保护他。”
不过,即使如此,世上仍有一些真实的朋友、忠信的朋友、肯行动的朋友、寒冬的朋友、知心的朋友、坚定的朋友。正是为了他们,尤其为了其中那些长久、极其长久地处在刺痛之杖下,处在火炉中,又屡次从这器皿倒进那器皿的人,我才再次付印,向世人显明自己。
第八,也是最后一点,我手边没有任何一位作者,曾像我这样处理这个主题;因此,我想这篇论述也许会更受世人欢迎、更蒙接纳。倘若这次尝试能激励比我更有能力的人,把这个主题讲得更加出色,我就要为此欢喜(帖前1:7、8;林前9:1、2)。我只再补充一点:后文不少内容,是在主以管教临到我亲爱的配偶、我自己和另外一些朋友时讲过的;然而,后面这篇论述仍有许多格外重要的内容,我从未因任何缘故向世人讲过。至此,我已经真实而忠信地说明,是哪些理由催促我把这篇论述公诸于世,并题献给你们。
二、我所应许的第二件事,是给你们一点有益的劝告,使你们这样阅读后面的论述,大大有益于自己的灵魂。许多人打鱼,却一无所获(路5:5);照样,许多人读好书,也一无所得,因为他们读得草率、轻忽、浮浅。凡想从阅读得益处的人,都必须做到以下几点:
第一,阅读时要仰望神赐福。“我栽种了,亚波罗浇灌了,惟有神叫他生长”;若非“神叫他生长”,这一切都毫无用处(林前3:6、7)。一切做完之后,仍必须由神成就那件事,否则所做的一切都不能使你得益处。你若要这部作品产生功效、真正生效,就必须转眼不看人,仰望神;唯有祂能使这书成为你的福分。没有从天上来的赐福,你的衣服不能使你温暖,食物不能滋养你,药物不能医治你,朋友也不能安慰你(弥6:14);照样,若没有从天上来的赐福,没有圣灵宝贵的吹气和感动,这里所写的就不能使你得益处,在基督的日子也不能算在你的账上。所以,要举目向天(该1:6)。
塞涅卡曾观察说,埃及的农夫遇到旱灾,从不举目向天求雨,只留心尼罗河是否漫过两岸,仿佛这是他们丰收的唯一原因。唉,现今有多少人读书时从不仰望神,从不寻求神赐福的雨水,只仰望尼罗河!他们只看作者的才智、学问、技艺、才干、辞令等等,从来不曾看得像天那么高。因此,他们虽然读得很多,得着的益处却很少。
第二,凡想从阅读得益处的人,都必须一边阅读,一边默想。默想是灵魂的食物;它仿佛胃和天生的热力,使属灵真理得以消化。人若不默想所读的内容,要从中得益处,难处之大无异于没有心脏却想存活。伯尔纳说,祷告若没有默想,就是枯干而徒具形式;阅读若没有默想,就是无用而没有益处。一个人若想成为聪明、明智、能干而老练的治国者,就不能匆匆忙忙地游遍许多城市和国家,草草看过各地百姓的风俗、律法和生活方式,却不严肃思索、反复揣摩那些能使他成为治国能手的事。照样,凡想从阅读得益处,想在属灵之事上使自己的知识完备、经历成熟的人,都不可轻率匆忙地浏览这本书、那本书;他必须反复思想所读的内容,正如马利亚把天使的话存在心里,反复思想。
奥古斯丁说:“主啊,我越默想你,你对我就越甘甜。”照样,你越默想后面的内容,它对你也就越甘甜。通常,默想最多的人长进得最好。默想是一项使灵魂肥壮的本分,是一项使恩典刚强的本分,也是一项为众本分加上冠冕的本分。默想是祷告的乳母。耶柔米称它为自己的乐园;巴西流称它为珍藏一切恩典的宝库;提阿非罗称它为我们进入荣耀所经过的门庭和入口;亚里士多德虽然是异教徒,也把福乐安放在心智的深思之中。你可以读得很多、听得很多;然而,没有默想,你永远不会成为卓越、出众的基督徒。
第三,阅读时要查验所读的内容。不可不加分辨地相信一切,凡事都要试验,正如那些贤明的庇哩亚人所行的(徒17:10、11)。即使黄金是父亲交在你手中的,你仍会试验、计数、称量;你的属灵父亲交给你的一切属天真理,你也应当如此对待。我盼望你经过查验,所发现的无非是在圣所的天平上足斤足两的东西。虽然发光的不都是金子,我却相信,你在这里找不到任何只是表面发亮、经查验却不是真金的东西。
第四,阅读以后要去行;要读,也要实践所读的,否则一切阅读都不能使你得益处。手里拿着好书,心里和生活中却没有学到其中一项功课的人,就像驮着重担却以蒺藜为食的驴。在神的计算中,人所知道的绝不超过他所行的。只有信仰告白而没有实践,只会使人成为加倍的黑暗之子。说得好,不过是如钹发响;行得好,才是像天使一样行事〔伊西多尔〕。人若实行自己所读、所明白的,神就要帮助他明白自己尚未明白的。知道得太多并不可怕,实行得太少才极其可怕;实行最多的人,必成为认识最多的人;实践上最刚强的人,最终也必证明自己最精通圣经(约7:16、17;诗119:98–100)。理论是实践的向导,实践则是理论的生命。
萨尔维安记载,异教徒曾责备一些基督徒;这些基督徒生活放荡,使基督的福音受了羞辱。他们说:“他们所信的善良律法在哪里?他们所学的敬虔准则在哪里?他们读圣洁的福音,自己却不洁;他们读使徒的著作,自己却醉酒度日;他们跟从基督,却又不顺服基督;他们宣称遵守圣洁的律法,生活却污秽不堪。”唉,现今有多少传道人,也可以为许多读者发出悲痛的控诉!他们读我们的著作,生活却否认我们的著作;他们称赞我们的著作,生活却羞辱我们的著作;他们口里极力推崇我们的劳苦,行为上却极力贬低它们。不过,我盼望这篇论述落在你们手中时,你们会有更好的表现。撒玛利亚妇人把水盛在罐里,不是要谈论那水,而是要使用它(约4:7);拉结想要风茄,也不是要握在手中,而是盼望借此更容易生育(创30:15)。怎样应用,这道理很容易明白。但是,
第五,要阅读,也要应用。阅读不过是拉弓,应用才是射中靶心。最宝贵的真理能使你得多少益处,只在于你把它应用了多少。读了却不应用所读的内容,与不读同样无益。没有人只因阅读论健康的书便得着健康;人乃是实际采用书中的疗法,才得健康。世上一切阅读都不能使你的灵魂健康,除非你应用所读的内容。许多人读得很多,得益却很少,真正的原因就在这里:他们没有把所读的应用到自己身上,也没有把它带回自己的灵魂。但是,
第六,也是最后一点,要阅读,也要祷告。人若不认真为所读的祷告,就不会从阅读中尝到多少甘甜,也不会得到多少益处。最能从阅读得着丰富收益的,莫过于为所读内容祷告的人。路德坦言,他借着祷告,在很短时间内所得的圣经知识,比他用较长时间研究所得的更多。约翰因哭泣而使封严的书卷展开;照样,人若肯更多为自己所读的祷告,从敬虔人著作中所得的一定远比现在更多。基督徒啊,读以前要祷告,读以后也要祷告,好叫一切都为你蒙福、成圣。读完以后,通常可以这样结束:“愿我这样活,也这样死,好叫我得以永远活着。”
当你们为自己上到山上亲近神时,也要把我放在心上;我甘心乐意为你们、为你们的灵魂“费财费力”(林后12:15)。哦,请为我祷告,叫我越来越多地处在圣灵丰盛的感动和荣耀的浇灌之下;叫我“能承当这新约的执事,不是凭着字句,乃是凭着精意”(林后3:6);叫我里面常有永流的泉源和满溢的活水,使我在主的工作上总是忠心、恒久、多结果子;叫我每日活在圣灵内里的教导之下,使我能从心对心说话,从良心对良心说话,从经历对经历说话;叫我作一盏“点着的明灯”;叫那永久的膀臂常在我以下;叫我一生都能服事祂的荣耀,求祂百姓的益处;叫任何令人灰心的事都不能使我在工作中灰心;又叫我工作完毕时,能欢欢喜喜地交账,不至忧愁。我也要用自己软弱的祷告伴随这些微薄的劳苦,愿它们大大增进你们内在和永恒的福祉。
在我们至爱的主里,作你们灵魂的仆人,托马斯·布鲁克斯。
在刺痛之杖下缄默的基督徒
“因我所遭遇的是出于你,我就默然不语。”(诗篇39:9)
我不愿用冗长的序言搅扰你们;序言往往言语如洪水,实质却只有一滴。因此,
这篇诗由两部分组成:叙述和祷告构成全篇。前一部分揭露先知的疾病,后一部分则敷上良药。我要讲的经文位于后一部分,其中显明大卫得医治的道路,也就是他的灵魂怎样恢复安静平稳的性情。我先稍微解释这几句话,然后再论述我准备坚持的要点。
“我就默然不语。”这个希伯来词是缄默、舌头被缚住、不能说话的意思。它既有缄默、不能说话的意思,也有捆绑的意思,因为不能说话的人仿佛舌头被缚住,嘴唇被缝起、捆住。唉!大卫看见临到自己的患难中有神的手,便在自己的心和舌头上立下沉默的法则。
“因我所遭遇的是出于你。”他越过一切次因,看见第一因,于是沉默;他看见万事之中都有神的手,便安坐无言,平静不语。人在患难中看见神,这看见有一种不可抗拒的功效,足以使敬虔之人的心安静,使他的口闭住。在这段话中,你可以观察三件事:
1.说话的人是大卫:作君王的大卫、作圣徒的大卫、“合祂心意的人”大卫、作基督徒的大卫。我们在这里看大卫,不是把他看作君王,而是把他看作基督徒,看作一个向神存正直之心的人。
2.大卫在神手下的行动和表现,就在这句话中:“我就默然不语。”
3.他之所以有这种谦卑、甘美的表现,理由就在这句话中:“因我所遭遇的是出于你。”由此所得的命题如下:
教义:蒙恩的灵魂在今世所遭遇的最大患难、最悲惨的护理和最尖锐的试炼之下,保持缄默安静,乃是他们重大的本分,也是切身的大事。
为要展开并阐明这项重大而有益的真理,我要查考以下几点:
第一,这个命题所说的沉默究竟是什么。
第二,蒙恩、圣洁的沉默包含什么。
第三,这种圣洁的沉默不排除什么。
第四,这项论点的理由;然后以应用的方式,把这一切带回我们自己的灵魂。
一、本节经文所说的沉默是什么意思?
我回答:沉默共有七种。
第一,有一种斯多亚式的沉默。古代斯多亚派认为,一个有理性、有悟性的人,无论因善事欢喜,还是因恶事哀恸,都完全有失身份。然而,这种斯多亚式的沉默,其实是犯罪的麻木,极其惹动圣洁之神的怒气(赛26:10、11)。神必使最麻木的罪人有知觉;他若不在地上感受到神的手,就要在地狱里感受到神的忿怒。“无亲情”是一项异教式、可憎的罪(罗1:31)。昆图斯·马克西姆斯似乎就深深犯了这罪。他听见自己深爱的母亲和妻子因房屋倒塌丧生,又听见年幼的儿子,就是一位勇敢而前途可期的青年,同时死在翁布里亚,脸色竟毫无改变,仍继续处理国家事务,仿佛这样的灾祸从未临到他。这种表现所显出的麻木远多于忍耐(伯25:13)。
亚斯提阿格请哈帕鲁斯赴宴时,哈帕鲁斯看见自己的两个儿子躺在棺木里,竟一点也不惊惶。这是愚顽的麻木。家中失去一个孩子,若在你看来不过像院子里少了一只小鸡,你的心便卑劣龌龊;你大可预料,必有某种痛苦的审判把你唤醒。这个世代充满这样的怪物;他们以为,若因临到自己的患难而受触动、有感受、心里忧伤,就不配他们那伟大而勇猛的心志。我不知道还有谁比这些人更成熟、更预备好下地狱。
亚里士多德说,有些鱼即使长矛刺进身体两侧,仍然不醒。神也把许多尖锐的矛刺穿许多罪人的心,他们却毫无感觉,也不发出哀声;这些人的灵魂终必流血而死。塞涅卡记载,塞尼西奥·科尼利厄斯看重身体过于灵魂,看重金钱过于天堂。他整天守候一个垂死的朋友;朋友死后,他回到家里,欢欢喜喜吃晚饭,很快便安慰好自己,又兴高采烈上床睡觉。死去的朋友尚未下葬,他的忧愁已经结束,哀悼的日子已经过去。许多人都伏在这种麻木的咒诅之下。然而,这种斯多亚式的沉默,不过是犯罪的冷硬,并不是本节经文所说的沉默。
第二,有一种出于权宜的沉默。许多人为求自保而保持沉默。他们若不沉默,便会更无遮掩地暴露在人的暴怒凶猛之下,或暴露在人的计谋筹划之下;为要防止这些事,他们便默不作声,把手放在自己口上,免得别人把手放在他们的产业、性命或自由上。“扫罗往基比亚回家去,有神感动的一群人跟随他。但有些匪徒说:‘这人怎能救我们呢?’就藐视他,没有送他礼物;扫罗却不理会”,仿佛没有听见一样(撒上10:26、27)。这位新王才刚开始执掌王权,观察到自己的处境卑微低下、朋友寥寥无几、仇敌众多而强大。这些仇敌是彼列之子,也就是“不负轭的人”,原文正有这个意思;他们坏到极处,已经被标明归于地狱,简直是魔鬼的活样子。他们既不服理性,也不服宗教;既不受自然法和万国之法治理,也不受神的律法治理。因此,这位年轻的君王为防止骚乱、叛变、流血和毁灭,明智而权宜地选择把手放在自己口上,不去揪住狼的耳朵,也不去扯住狮子的胡须。他对他们所说的一切充耳不闻;他尚未稳固的处境要求他保持沉默。
扫罗知道这是沉默的时候;他知道自己此刻的工作,宁可作听众,不是作演说家。然而,这并不是本命题所说的沉默。
第三,有一种愚昧的沉默。有些愚昧人既不能做得好,也不能说得好;他们既不能照自己想说的说,也不能照自己应当说的说,于是竟聪明得保持缄默。“愚昧人若静默不言,也可算为智慧;闭口不说,也可算为聪明。”(箴17:28)多说话的人不可能成为智慧人;一句话也不说的人,却不会被人认出是愚昧人。世上有许多聪明的愚昧人,靠着闭口不言,竟赢得审慎之人的声誉和尊荣。人若不以愚昧的絮叨暴露自己缺少智慧,别人就把他看作智慧人,尽管他本不是这样。沉默若受智慧约束,本是如此罕见的美德,以致愚昧强迫人沉默时,人也会把它看成美德。古罗马人极其尊崇沉默,甚至为它筑起祭坛。人若至少明白自己应当闭口不言,别人就会把他当作有悟性的人。作愚昧人固然十分不幸,一个人作了愚昧人却非把自己的愚昧显露出来不可,那就更加不幸。然而,这种愚昧的沉默并不是这里所说的沉默。
第四,有一种愠怒的沉默。许多人为满足一种坏脾气、一项私欲,便愠怒不语;这些人受哑巴鬼搅扰,而哑巴鬼是圣经所记各种鬼中最恶劣的一种(可9:17–28)。老普林尼在《自然史》中提到,印度恒河边有一族人名叫阿斯托米,他们没有嘴,只靠闻香草与花朵的气味为生。我们中间确实也有一类人:神使人受苦的手临到他们时,他们没有口向神申诉,没有嘴唇赞美神,也没有舌头称神为义。这些人被哑巴鬼附着;亚哈也曾一度被这个哑巴鬼附着。“亚哈……闷闷不乐地回宫,躺在床上,转脸向内,也不吃饭。”(王上21:4)亚哈那野心勃勃、贪得无厌的脾气受了拦阻,便决意饿死自己,怀着愠怒死去。愠怒的沉默既是罪,也是刑罚。再没有一种鬼像这哑巴鬼、这愠怒的沉默一样,叫人烦闷焦躁,磨损耗尽人的心神。
有人写到一种名叫哈金的鬼,据说除非受人冒犯,它并不伤害谁。我却不能这样善意地谈论愠怒的沉默,因为它一次便伤害许多对象:伤害神和基督,也伤害身体和灵魂。然而,这并不是这里所说的沉默。
第五,有一种被迫的沉默。许多人是受强力压制才沉默。人落在仇敌权下,即使遭受许多苦事,也会在痛苦中保持沉默,因为他知道更坏的事还可能临到:夺去他自由的人,也能夺去他的性命;夺去他钱财的人,也能砍下他的头;割伤他脚的人,若他不安静沉默,也能割断他的喉咙。这些威胁就用强力造成沉默。照样,许多人落在神使人受苦的手下时,良心告诉他们:自己如今落在仇敌手下,也落在那位神的权下;他们羞辱过这位神,钉过祂的儿子十字架,叫祂的灵担忧,违背祂公义的律法,藐视祂的蒙恩之道,又凌辱、抵挡祂的百姓。夺去一个孩子的神,也能夺去所有孩子;夺去妻子的神,也可以夺去丈夫;夺去部分产业的神,也可以夺去一切产业;使身体患上几种疾病的神,也可以把身体和灵魂都永远丢在地狱的火里;把他关在房间里的神,也可以随己意把他关在天国外面。许多罪人想到并感受到这些事,就在神手下沉默;然而,这不过是被迫的沉默!
西班牙王腓力二世的沉默也是如此。他那支号称无敌、花了三年装备的舰队覆没以后,便下令西班牙全国感谢神,因为灾难没有更加严重。棍棒迫使狗安静不动,刑杖迫使孩子缄默无言;照样,人想到神已经做了什么、还可能做什么,也迫使许多灵魂沉默(耶3:10;王上14:5–18)。然而,这并不是这里所说的沉默;被迫的沉默在神眼中根本不算沉默。
第六,有一种绝望的沉默。绝望的灵魂成了自己的惊吓;他的心里有地狱,良心中有恐怖。他向上看,见神向他皱眉;向内看,见良心控告他、定他的罪;向一边看,听见自己一切的罪都喊着说:“我们是你的,也要跟着你;我们要同你下坟墓,同你受审判,受审以后还要同你下地狱。”他转向另一边,看见地狱的恶鬼带着可怕的形状,叫他惊惶恐惧;它们正在等候,只等他绝望的灵魂一离开那可怜的身体,便接收它。他向上面看,见天门向他关闭;向下面看,见地狱张口等他。在这些悲惨景象之下,他暗暗对自己的灵魂作出许多绝望的结论。绝望的灵魂说:“别人有怜悯,我却没有;别人有恩典、有恩宠,我却没有;别人有赦免、有平安,我却没有;别人有福分、有福乐,我却没有。没有帮助了,没有帮助了,一点也没有!”(耶2:25;18:12)
有一个人临死时,口中说出这句绝望的话:“生命与盼望,一同永别了。”他的灵魂既对今生和来世的光景怀着这些阴沉可怕的想法,作出这些悲惨的结论,就满心惊惶诧异,坐在那里一言不发:“我烦乱不安,甚至不能说话。”(诗77:4)然而,这并不是这里所说的沉默。但是,
第七,也是最后一点,有一种明智的沉默,一种圣洁、蒙恩的沉默;这种沉默发自明智的原则、圣洁的原则,也发自蒙恩的缘由和思量。这才是这里所说的沉默。我要在回答第二个问题时把它充分说明。第二个问题如下:
二、明智、蒙恩、圣洁的沉默包含什么?
回答:它包含以下八件事:
第一,它包含看见神,也承认神是临到我们一切患难的作者。这一点在经文中说得很清楚:“因我所遭遇的是出于你,我就默然不语。”诗人越过次因,看见第一因,于是在主面前默然无声。无论疾病多么微小,其中都有神的指头,哪怕只是小指疼痛也是如此。人看见执笔的人,便更确切地说是他写字,不说是笔写字;人看见制造并保养钟表的人,便更确切地说是他叫钟表运转报时,不说是挂在其中的齿轮和砝码叫它运转;人看见工匠,便更确切地说是他造起工程,不说是他当作器具使用的工具造起工程。照样,主是一切行动中首要的施事者和推动者;我们一切患难都有祂最大的手在其中。因此,我们应当注目并承认祂,远胜于一切较低、从属的原因。
约伯就是这样在万事中看见神:“赏赐的是耶和华,收取的也是耶和华。”(伯1:21)他若没有在患难中看见神,就会呼喊:“唉,这些可恶的迦勒底人抢掠我、夺走我的一切!这些邪恶的示巴人抢劫我、伤害我!”然而,约伯看出迦勒底人和示巴人手里拿着神的委任状,便把手放在自己口上。亚伦也看见两个儿子早逝之中有神的手,就“默默不言”(利10:3)。他在这悲痛一击中看见神,这看见便成了约束他心思和口舌的嚼环;他既不低声抱怨,也不公开发怨言。约瑟也在兄弟把他卖到埃及的事上看见神的手(创45:8),于是默然不怨。
人在患难中若看不见神,就很容易发起高烧,很快就会燃烧起来。情欲一升高、心里一着火,他们便开始放肆,毫不犹豫地当面告诉神,自己“发怒以至于死,都合乎理”(拿4:8、9)。人若不承认神是自己一切患难的作者,就很容易附和摩尼教徒那条疯狂的原则;摩尼教徒主张,魔鬼是一切灾祸的作者,仿佛城里会有患难的灾祸,主却没有手在其中似的:“灾祸若临到一城,岂非耶和华所降的吗?”(摩3:6)凡能在一切患难中看见神安排之手的人,在神的杖落在背上时,就会像大卫一样把手放在口上(撒下16:11、12)。患难中若看不见神的手,人的心在患难之下就只会焦躁暴怒。
第二,它包含一种圣洁、蒙恩的看见:看见我们所处在祂施行作为的手下,那位神的威荣、主权、权威和临在。“惟耶和华在他的圣殿中;全地的人都当在他面前肃敬静默。”(哈2:20)照希伯来文的读法,就是:“全地啊,要在祂面前静默。”神要全地的百姓在祂面前止息、安静、默然时,便要他们在祂的殿中观看祂;祂在那里以君王的尊荣、威荣和荣耀坐着。“你要在主耶和华面前静默无声。”(番1:7)不要喋喋不休,不要发怨言,不要焦躁不满,不要争吵。那位全眼洞察、又全手刑罚的神,祂的手落在你背上时,你要默然站立,安静无声,把手放在口上。一幅画若画得好,无论你转向哪边,画中人的眼睛仿佛都盯着你;主的眼目也是如此。因此,你实在有理由在祂面前默然站立。
亚伦注目神的主权,这就使他沉默;约伯注目神的威荣,这就使他平静;以利注目神的权威和临在,这就使他安静。人若没有看见神的手是大能的手,就绝不会真正谦卑自己,也不会在神手下沉默。“所以,你们要自卑,服在神大能的手下。”(彼前5:6)人若把神的手看作软弱的手、无力的手、低下的手、卑微的手,心就会起来反抗祂的手。法老说:“耶和华是谁,使我听祂的话,容以色列人去呢?我不认识耶和华,也不容以色列人去。”(出5:2)法老若没有看见神的手是大能的手,又亲身感受到那是大能的手,就不肯让以色列人离去。
波斯贵族提里巴佐斯被捕时,起初拔剑自卫;后来人奉王的名命令他,又告诉他,他们是王差来的,奉命把他带到王面前,他就甘愿顺服。照样,患难前来逮捕我们时,我们会发怨言、低声埋怨、挣扎抗拒,甚至抵抗至死;我们若还没有看见击打我们的神何等有威荣和权威,没有看见祂是万王之王、万主之主,就不肯向祂屈服(赛26:11、12)。正是这样看见神,才使人的心伏在祂全能的手下(启1:5)。色雷斯人不认识神的尊贵和威荣,遇到雷鸣闪电,竟向天空射箭,显出他们的疯狂和愚昧!看见祂的恩典怎样使灵魂振奋,看见祂的伟大和荣耀也照样使灵魂安静。但是,
第三,蒙恩、明智的沉默,包含在神使人受苦的手下,心思和心灵都圣洁地安静平稳。蒙恩的沉默把内里一切燥热、怨言、焦躁、争吵、争辩和翻腾都关在门外。“我的心默默无声,专等候神。”(诗62:1)也就是说,我的灵魂在神面前安静顺服;一切怨言和不满,一切怒气和汹涌的情感,都已经平息、驯服、制伏。这一点在主题经文中也说得很清楚,前面亚伦、以利和约伯的例子也是如此。他们看出,把苦杯放在自己手中的是父神,把沉重十字架放在自己肩上的是爱,把轭套在自己颈项上的是恩典;这便使他们的心灵大大安静平稳。
马略让外科医生截去自己的腿时,忍痛咬紧牙关。有些人也一样;神从他们身上割去这项怜悯、那项怜悯时,他们忍痛不语,把忧愁和痛苦隐藏起来。然而,你若能看进他们的心,就会发现里面全是骚乱,全都失序,全在燃烧;他们外表看似冰冷,里面却发着灼热的高烧。大卫也曾发过这样的高烧(诗39:3)。然而,圣洁的沉默必平息心思里一切骚乱,使人“常存忍耐,就必保全灵魂”(路21:19)。除了得着神以外,能保全自己的灵魂,是全世界最宝贵、最甘甜的产业。
人在神责打的手下若真正按神的心意保持沉默,沉默的法则就不仅约束他的舌头,也约束他的心和心思。口里的服事若与心里的服事分开,在神的计算中就不算服事;照样,口里的沉默若与心里的沉默分开,在神看来就不算沉默。人里面和外面全都安静,才是蒙恩的沉默(赛29:13;太15:8、9)。
特尔潘德是一位竖琴师和诗人;他诗歌与音乐的甘美,能够平息人心里骚乱的活动,正如大卫弹琴安抚扫罗一样。神的百姓处在杖下时,神借着圣灵和圣道,在他们的灵魂中奏出如此甘美的音乐,平息一切骚乱的活动、怒气和纷扰(诗94:17–19;119:49、50)。于是他们像挪亚一样安静平稳,平安地保全自己的灵魂。
第四,明智、圣洁的沉默,包含谦卑地称神为义,表明并宣告祂清白;无论祂使什么患难临到我们,都不把任何过失、严酷或不义归给祂。“以致你责备我的时候,显为公义;判断我的时候,显为清正”(诗51:4),也就是祂管教时显为清正。神审判自己的百姓,就是管教、惩治自己的百姓:“我们受审的时候,乃是被主惩治。”(林前11:32)大卫处在神使人受苦的手下时,最留心的就是表明主没有不义。他说:“唉,主啊,在你使我遭受的一切患难中,连最小的不义迹象、斑点、污迹、瑕疵或混杂都没有。我愿把羞愧归给自己,亲自盖印印证:主是公义的;主使我遭受的一切,既没有不义,没有残酷,也没有过度。”因此,在诗篇119:75、137中,大卫欣然、甘愿签名承认:神用来操练他的那些尖锐、痛苦的患难,完全显明神的公义。“耶和华阿,我知道你的判语是公义的。你使我受苦,是以诚实待我。耶和华阿,你是公义的,你的判语也是正直的。”
神所赐的患难永远公正;祂每次使人受苦,都以信实待人。祂的旨意是公义的准则;所以,蒙恩的灵魂不敢挑剔祂,也不敢质疑祂行事的方式。受苦的灵魂知道,公义的神只能行公义的事;他也知道,无人能控制神。因此,受苦的人把口贴在尘埃中,在祂面前静默。谁敢问:“你为什么这样做呢?”(撒下16:10)
土耳其人受残酷鞭打以后,还被迫回到下令鞭打他的审判官那里,亲吻审判官的手,向他道谢,又付钱给执行鞭打的差役;这样便宣告审判官和差役没有不义。默默亲吻管教的杖,又亲吻挥杖鞭打的手,是表明主毫无不义的最高贵方式。
巴比伦之囚是神曾经加在天下任何百姓身上最痛苦、最沉重的患难;哀歌1:12和但以理书9:12等经文都能见证。然而,在那些大患难之下,智慧仍以智慧的儿女为是:“在一切临到我们的事上,你却是公义的;因你所行的是诚实,我们所做的是邪恶。”(尼9:33)“耶和华是公义的!祂这样待我,是因我违背祂的命令。”(哀1:18)腐败的心在患难之日很容易把许多罪名归给神;圣洁的沉默最光明的表现,莫过于谦卑地称神为义,表明祂没有这些罪名。神既是美善的,就绝不可能赐下或做出不美善的事。路德说:“别人常常行恶,神却绝不可能行恶。”
第五,圣洁的沉默包含一些蒙恩、蒙福、使灵魂安静的结论;这些结论关乎临到我们的患难最终会有什么结果。“人在幼年负轭,这原是好的。他当独坐无言,因为这是耶和华加在他身上的。他当口贴尘埃,或者有指望。他当由人打他的腮颊,要满受凌辱。因为主必不永远丢弃人。主虽使人忧愁,还要照祂诸般的慈爱发怜悯。因祂并不甘心使人受苦,使人忧愁。”(哀3:27–33)在这段宝贵的经文中,你可以观察五个使灵魂平静的结论。
(1)第一,更概括地说,患难必叫他们得益处。第27节说:“人在幼年负轭,这原是好的。”蒙恩的灵魂暗暗作出这样的结论:星星在黑夜里发光最明亮;照样,我在炉中时,以及从患难的炉中出来以后,神要使我的灵魂像黄金一样发光闪耀。“然而祂知道我所行的路;祂试炼我之后,我必如精金。”(伯23:10)“我受苦是与我有益,为要使我学习你的律例。”(诗119:71)
约拿单尝了蜂蜜,眼睛就明亮;照样,这个十字架、这场患难也必使我的眼睛明亮。借着这一击,我要更清楚看见自己的罪和自己,也更充分地看见我的神(伯33:27、28;40:4、5;13:1–7)。
这场患难必继续炼净我的渣滓(赛1:25)。
犁地怎样杀死杂草,耙地怎样打碎坚硬的土块;照样,这些患难也必治死我的罪,使我的心柔软(何5:15;6:1–3)。
药膏怎样拔出感染的毒核;照样,临到我的患难也必拔出骄傲的毒核、自爱的毒核、嫉妒的毒核、贪恋地上之事的毒核、形式主义的毒核、假冒为善的毒核(诗119:67、71)。
主必借着这些患难,使我的心越来越向世界钉十字架,也使世界向我的心钉十字架(加6:14;诗131:1–3)。
主必借着这些患难,使我的灵魂不至骄傲(伯33:14–21)。
这些患难不过是主的修枝刀;祂要用它们给我的罪放血,修剪我的心,使它更加肥沃、更多结果子。它们也不过是主的药剂;祂要用它们洁净我,使我脱离那些对灵魂最致命、最危险的属灵疾病和病患!
患难是一剂药;它除去灵魂一切疾病,胜过所有别的良方(亚13:8、9)。
这些患难必增添我的属灵经历(罗5:3、4)。
我必借着这些患难,在神的圣洁上更有分(来12:10)。黑色的肥皂怎样洗白衣服,尖锐的患难也照样使人的心成为圣洁。
神必借着这些患难,把祂自己更多分赐给我(何2:14)。
主必借着这些患难,越来越多地牵引我的心来寻求祂(赛26:16)。他提安告诉异教的希腊人,他们患病时,便差人请自己的神明来陪伴自己,正如阿伽门农围攻特洛伊时,派人请来十位谋士。何西阿书5:15说:“他们在急难的时候必切切寻求我。”照希伯来文说,就是“他们必在清晨寻求我”。在患难之时,基督徒要殷勤、迅速、及早寻求主。
主必借着这些试炼和患难,使我的灵魂比从前更加专注于永恒世界的重大事务(约14:1–3;罗8:17、18;林后4:16–18)。
主必借着这些患难,使我对其他受苦的人更加温柔,更有体恤(来10:34;13:3)。罗马人在公众遭受灾祸时,看见一个人头戴玫瑰花冠站在窗口观望,便处罚了他。
这些患难不过是神所赐爱的信物。“凡我所疼爱的,我就责备管教他。”(启3:19)塞涅卡劝朋友波利比乌斯安静忍受患难,因为他是皇帝宠爱的人;他告诉朋友,只要凯撒仍是他的朋友,他就无权抱怨。圣洁的基督徒也这样说:“我的灵魂啊,要安静,要平稳;这一切都是在爱中送来的,都是神恩宠所结的果子。我看见每一根枝条顶上都有蜂蜜;我看见管教的杖不过是一枝迷迭香;我的苦胆中有糖,茵陈中有酒。所以,我的灵魂啊,要安静!”“一切都必叫我得益处”这个概括性的结论,在教会中产生了这样蒙福的功效:“他当独坐无言,因为这是耶和华加在他身上的。”(哀3:28)
患难压低世界属肉体的吸引,免得它们诱惑我们;患难削弱里面肉体的旺盛气力,免得它缠住我们;患难也帮助人的灵,与肉体和世界争战。借着这一切,患难实在给我们带来极大的益处。
(2)第二,患难要使他们保持谦卑低微。“他当口贴尘埃,或者有指望。”(哀3:29)有人说,这句话暗指那些战败、被征服之人的做法:他们把颈项放在胜利者脚下,任人践踏,因而舔到胜利者脚下的尘土。另有人认为,这句话暗指贫穷的求告者;他们俯伏在君王脚前,为要引发君王对自己的怜悯和体恤。我读过亚里斯提卜的故事:他向狄奥尼修斯递交请求时,便俯伏在地,亲吻他的脚。别人问他为什么,他回答:“因为他的耳朵长在脚上。”无论采用哪一种解释,这话都向我们显明:圣洁的心在神使人受苦的手下必然谦卑。神的杖落在他们背上时,他们的口就要贴在尘埃中。神的手举得越高,良善的心就伏得越低(伯13:1–7;徒9:1–8)。
(3)第三,第三个使灵魂安静的结论,记在耶利米哀歌3:31:“因为主必不永远丢弃人。”刑杖不会永远落在义人背上。“到晚上有惊吓,未到早晨他们就没有了。”(赛17:14)亚他那修的朋友前来为他的苦难和流放哀哭时,他说:“不过是一小片云,很快就要过去。”神所使之受苦的人,没有一个得不到间歇和喘息。主的手停在自己百姓身上的时候实在太短,甚至路德找不到足够的指小词来减轻它;他把我们所背的十字架称作“极其微小的小十字架”。“我的百姓阿,你们要来进入内室,关上门,隐藏片时,等到忿怒过去。”(赛26:20)忿怒不只是临到,还要从人身上过去。圣徒所受患难的剧烈、短促和突然,圣经用妇人生产来说明(约16:21);生产的痛苦正是剧烈、短促而突然的。
(4)第四,第四个使灵魂缄默的结论,记在耶利米哀歌3:32:“主虽使人忧愁,还要照祂诸般的慈爱发怜悯。”“在发怒的时候以怜悯为念。”(哈3:2)“一宿虽然有哭泣,早晨便必欢呼。”(诗30:5)他们的哀哭只持续到清晨。神要把他们冬日的黑夜变成夏日的白昼,把叹息变成歌唱,把悲痛变成欢喜,把哀恸变成音乐,把苦涩变成甘甜,把旷野变成乐园。基督徒的一生充满不断交替的疾病与健康、软弱与刚强、缺乏与富足、羞辱与尊荣、十字架与安慰、痛苦与怜悯、喜乐与忧愁、欢笑与哀哭。只有蜂蜜会伤害我们,只有茵陈会毁坏我们;两者调在一起,才是世上保持灵魂健康的最好方法。怜悯温暖的南风和逆境寒冷的北风一同吹在灵魂上,对灵魂最为有益,也最能使它健康。虽然每一阵吹来的风最终都要使圣徒得益处,但他们在灾祸冰冷、干燥、刺骨的北风之下,正如在怜悯与顺境温暖、滋养的南风之下,罪必死得最多,恩典也必生长得最好。
(5)第五,第五个使灵魂安静的结论,记在耶利米哀歌3:33:“因祂并不甘心使人受苦,使人忧愁。”照希伯来文说,就是祂并非“出于自己的心”使人受苦。基督徒作出结论说,患难中虽有神的手,却不是神的心以患难为乐。祂不以使自己的儿女受苦为乐;这事违背祂心中的喜悦。叫他们忧愁,祂自己也忧伤;刑罚他们,祂自己也痛苦;击打他们,祂自己也悲伤。祂没有意愿、欲望、倾向或性情,喜爱那使百姓受苦的工作;所以,祂称这事为“非常的工”,称它为“奇异的事”(赛28:21)。怜悯与刑罚都从神而来,正如蜂蜜与螫刺都从蜜蜂而来。蜜蜂按本性酿蜜,却只有受激怒时才螫人。神“喜爱施恩”(弥7:18);祂不喜悦把百姓交给逆境(何11:8)。怜悯与恩慈从祂白白、自然地涌出;祂从不严苛,从不粗暴;祂从不刺伤我们、惊吓我们,除非我们极其惹动祂的怒气。有时神的手重重压在祂百姓身上,就在那时,祂的心、祂的慈爱仍热切地眷顾自己的百姓(耶31:18–20)。
没有人能单凭神的手判断祂的心如何。神施怜悯的手可能向祂心所反对的人敞开,正如福音书中那个富足却可怜的无知财主,以及那位奢华宴乐的财主;祂严厉的手也可能重重落在祂心所眷爱的人身上,正如约伯和拉撒路。这样,你已经看见:圣洁、明智的沉默,包含哪些关于患难的蒙恩、蒙福、使灵魂安静的结论。
“你当默然倚靠耶和华,耐性等候祂;不要因那道路通达的和那恶谋成就的心怀不平。”(诗篇37:7)
第六,圣洁、明智的沉默包含一项严正的嘱咐、一道庄严的命令,就是良心吩咐灵魂安静平稳。诗篇37:7说:“你当默然倚靠耶和华”,照希伯来文就是“向耶和华静默”,“耐性等候祂”。我的灵魂啊,我嘱咐你不可低声抱怨,不可发怨言;我的灵魂啊,我命令你在神使人受苦的手下缄默安静。基督曾命令狂暴的风和怒吼汹涌的海:“住了吧!静了吧!”于是“大大地平静了”(太8:26)。照样,良心也吩咐灵魂安静平稳。“要等候耶和华!当壮胆,坚固你的心!我再说,要等候耶和华!”(诗27:14)平静吧,我的灵魂!要安静;停止你的低声抱怨,停止你的怨言,停止你的控诉,停止你的焦躁和烦恼;把手放在口上,沉默不语。良心用一类论证平息灵魂中一切骚乱和喧闹,正如以弗所城的书记用这样的论证平息那场骚乱:“今日的扰乱本是无缘无故,我们难免被查问。论到这样聚众,我们也说不出所以然来。”(徒19:40)我的灵魂啊,要安静,要沉默;不然,有一天你必因里面一切低声抱怨、骚乱和怒气受审问,因为你在神公义的手下发怨言、争吵、争辩,根本举不出充分的理由。
第七,圣洁、明智的沉默包含一件事:我们处在神使人受苦的手下时,把自己交出、交托给神。沉默的灵魂把自己交给神。灵魂暗中的话是:“主啊,我在这里;请照你所喜悦的待我,照你所喜悦的在我身上写字。我把自己交出来,由你安排。”
有一位敬虔的妇人患病时,别人问她愿意活还是愿意死,她回答:“神喜悦哪一样,我就愿意哪一样。”旁边的人又问:“如果神把选择交给你,你会选哪一样呢?”她说:“说实话,神若把选择交给我,我马上还要把它交回祂手中。”这样的灵魂价值胜过黄金。
蒙恩的灵魂说:“好吧,野心勃勃的人把自己交给尊荣,我却把自己交给神;贪爱享乐的人把自己交给宴乐,我却把自己交给神;贪财的人把自己交给钱袋,我却把自己交给神;放荡的人把自己交给私欲,我却把自己交给神;醉酒的人把自己交给酒杯,我却把自己交给神;罗马教徒把自己交给偶像,我却把自己交给神;土耳其人把自己交给穆罕默德,我却把自己交给神;异端之人把自己交给异端意见,我却把自己交给神。主啊,你愿意把什么重担放在我身上,就放吧;只要你永久的膀臂在我以下!”
主啊,你愿意把什么重担放在我身上,就放吧;只要你永久的膀臂在我以下!主啊,击打吧,击打吧,不必顾惜,因为我已经躺卧在你的旨意中,也学会对你的“阿们”说“阿们”。你在我身上所有的权利,大过我在自己身上所有的权利;所以,我把自己交给你,甘愿由你安排,也预备好承受你要印在我身上的任何印记。哦,蒙福的主啊,你岂不是一次又一次对我说,正如以色列王曾对亚兰王说:“我主我王阿,可以依着你的话,我与我所有的都归你。”(王上20:4)
神说:“灵魂啊,我是你的,要拯救你!我的怜悯是你的,要赦免你!我的宝血是你的,要洁净你!我的功绩是你的,要使你称义!我的义是你的,要给你穿上!我的灵是你的,要引导你!我的恩典是你的,要使你富足!我的荣耀是你的,要赏赐你!”所以,蒙恩的灵魂说:“我不能不把自己交给你。主啊,我在这里;请照你眼中看为好的待我。我知道,要使自己的旨意得以实现,最好的方法就是把自己交给你的旨意,对你的‘阿们’说‘阿们’。”
我读过一个故事:有一位绅士在雾气弥漫的清晨遇见一个牧羊人,便问他天气会怎样。牧羊人回答:“天气会正合我的心意。”绅士客气地请他解释,他便说:“先生,神喜悦天气怎样,天气就会怎样;神所喜悦的任何天气,也正是我所喜悦的。”基督徒的旨意一旦塑造成神旨意的样式,他就必定如愿。但是,
第八,也是最后一点,圣洁、明智的沉默包含在患难之下耐心等候主,直到拯救来到(诗11:1–3)。“我的心哪,你当默默无声,专等候神,因为我的盼望是从祂而来。”(诗62:5)“人仰望耶和华,静默等候祂的救恩,这原是好的。”(哀3:26)照希伯来文,就是“无声地”等候。农夫耐心等候地里宝贵的出产,水手耐心等候风向与潮水,守望的人耐心等候天明;照样,沉默的灵魂在逆境的黑夜里,也耐心等候怜悯的白昼破晓(雅5:7、8)。神的怜悯不称为迅速的怜悯,却称为可靠的怜悯;所以,蒙恩的灵魂耐心等候。这样,你已经看见蒙恩、明智的沉默包含什么。
三、第三件事,是说明人在患难之下圣洁、明智地沉默,并不排除什么。圣洁的忍耐并不排除以下八件事。
1.第一,人在患难之下圣洁、明智地沉默,并不排斥、也不除去对患难的知觉和感受。诗篇39:9说,他虽“默然不语”,把手放在口上,却十分清楚地感受到自己的患难。第10、11节说:“求你把你的责罚从我身上免去;因你手的责打,我便消灭。你因人的罪恶惩罚他的时候,叫他的笑容消灭,如衣被虫所咬。世人真是虚幻。”他既感受到自己的罪,也感受到自己的痛苦;他在前面几节祷告求神除去罪,在这里又努力祷告求神除去痛苦。
疾病、疼痛、病患、苦楚,全都是罪的女儿。人若没有感受到它们是罪所生、罪所结的果子,就是在自己的罪上加罪,惹动主在他的痛苦上再加痛苦(赛26:9–11)。人只要在重担之下既不焦躁,也不灰心,神就绝不会因他感受到重担而控告他。恩典不是毁灭本性,而是成全本性。恩典出身高贵;它不会把人变成木石,也不会把人变成斯多亚派。恩典越多,人就越敏锐地感受到一位不喜悦之父所给的信号、皱眉、击打和鞭伤。加尔文在最剧烈的痛苦中,从未被人听见低声抱怨或发怨言,却常被人听见说:“主啊,要到几时呢?要到几时呢?”有一位敬虔的将领在战场中弹,医生探查伤口、割出子弹时,旁边有人怜悯他的痛苦。他回答:“我虽然呻吟,却感谢神,我没有抱怨。”神容许自己的百姓呻吟,却不容许他们发怨言。人在神使人受苦的手下麻木不仁、毫无知觉,是惹动神怒气的罪。人若在患难的炉中却毫无感觉,神必把他的炉火加热七倍。
“谁将雅各交出当作掳物,将以色列交给抢夺的呢?岂不是耶和华吗?就是我们所得罪的那位。他们不肯遵行祂的道,也不听从祂的训诲。所以,祂将猛烈的怒气和争战的勇力倾倒在以色列的身上。在他四围如火着起,他还不知道;烧着他,他也不介意。”(赛42:24、25)麻木会使人毫无遮蔽地暴露在最猛烈、最严厉的刑罚之下。
医生若发现给病人的药剂不起作用,就接着给他一剂更猛烈的;若仍不起作用,又给一剂更加猛烈的。温和的药膏若不够用,外科医生就敷上腐蚀性更强的药;若仍不见效,就动用手术刀!照样,主使人受苦,他们若没有感觉;祂击打,他们若不忧伤;祂刺伤,他们若不醒悟,炉火就要比从前更热,祂的烈怒就要燃烧;祂给他们戴上一重又一重铁镣,加上一根又一根门闩,缠上一条又一条锁链,直到使他们的一生变成地狱。患难是圣徒的药物;你在全本圣经哪里读到,有哪一位圣徒喝下这些药物,却毫无感觉呢?
2.第二,圣洁、明智的沉默并不排除祷告求神救我们脱离患难。诗人在主题经文中虽然把手放在口上,仍然祈求拯救:“求你把你的责罚从我身上免去;因你手的责打,我便消灭。耶和华阿,求你听我的祷告,留心听我的呼求;我流泪,求你不要静默无声。因为我在你面前是客旅,是寄居的,像我列祖一般。求你宽容我,使我在去而不返之先可以力量复原。”(诗39:10–13)“你们中间有受苦的呢,他就该祷告。”(雅5:13)“并要在患难之日求告我;我必搭救你,你也要荣耀我。”(诗50:15)
照神自己的命令,患难的时候乃是格外恳求的时候。大卫的心失调,比他的琴走调更常见;但他就在这时祷告,随即呼喊:“我的心哪!你要仍归安乐。”约拿在大鱼腹中祷告,但以理在狮子中间祷告,约伯在炉灰堆上祷告,耶利米在地牢里祷告。就连异教水手,无论平日多么刚强,遇到风暴也各自求告自己的神(拿1:5、6)。求告神,尤其在困顿患难时求告神,是本性的微光和本性的律都教导人的功课。一位波斯信使虽然是异教徒,却这样说:“希腊军队猛烈追赶我军时,我们必须冒险渡过斯特里蒙河。那时河面结冰,却已经开始融化;我们十有八九会全都丧命。我亲眼看见许多勇士,过去曾听他们大胆坚称没有神,如今个个跪在地上,虔诚祈求冰面保持坚固,直到他们渡过河去。”难道瞎眼的异教本性,反倒比恩典做得更多吗?患难的时候若还不是恳求的时候,我就不知道什么时候才是。
解毒的良方有两类,一类热,一类冷;照样,对付今生一切困苦与患难的良方也有两类,就是祷告和忍耐:一个热,一个冷;一个使人振奋,一个使躁动止息。金口约翰深知这个道理,所以呼喊说:“唉,被夺去祷告,比死亡更加痛苦!”他因此指出,但以理宁可冒生命的危险,也不愿失去祷告。好了,这就是第二件事。圣洁的沉默不排除祷告。但是,
3.第三,圣洁、明智的沉默并不排除人因自己的罪深受感动、深感忧伤,因为罪使他们理当承受一切愁苦和痛苦。“活人因自己的罪受罚,为何发怨言呢?我们当深深考察自己的行为,再归向耶和华。”(哀3:39、40)“我是卑贱的!我用什么回答你呢?只好用手捂口。我说了一次,再不回答;说了两次,就不再说。”(伯40:4、5)“我要忍受耶和华的恼怒,因我得罪了祂。”(弥7:9)我们应当在一切愁苦中读出自己的罪!神的手落在我们背上时,我们的手就应当按在自己的罪上。
有人说得好:“我不隐藏自己的罪,反倒把它们显明;我不擦去自己的罪,反倒把它们洒在眼前;我不为罪辩解,反倒控告它们。我得救的开端,就是认识自己的过犯。”有人告诉亨利王子,就是那位人人爱戴的人,说百姓的罪使这患难临到他。他回答:“哦,不是!我自己的罪已经足够招致这事。”大卫说:“我犯了罪,行了恶;但这群羊作了什么呢?”(撒下24:17)基督徒处在神使人受苦的手下时,完全可以这样说:“我该感谢自己这颗骄傲的心、贪爱世界的心、乖僻的心、徒具形式的心、迟钝的心、退后的心、求自己益处的心;正是它们使这杯如此苦涩,使这痛楚如此剧烈,使这损失如此重大,使这疾病如此绝望,使这伤口如此无法医治!正是我自己,正是我自己的罪,使这些忧愁的洪水冲进我的生命!”但是,
4.第四,圣洁、明智的沉默并不排除我们受苦时教导、指引别人。受苦之人所说的话紧紧黏在人心上;这些话常常在别人的灵魂和良心中刚强、有力、奇妙地作工,带来救恩的果效。保罗有许多书信是在监牢中写给众教会的,就是加拉太书、以弗所书、腓立比书、歌罗西书和腓利门书。他在捆锁中生了阿尼西母(门10)。他被捆锁时,许多在主里的弟兄因他的捆锁越发放胆笃信,又借着他的服事得坚固、与恩典有分(腓1:7、13、14)。
临死之人的话往往紧紧留在人心里,产生荣耀的功效;照样,受苦之人的话也常常产生极其宝贵、大有能力的功效。我读过一个名叫亚德里安的人;他看见殉道者为基督的缘故遭受如此剧烈的苦难,就问:是什么使他们能够忍受这些事?其中一位殉道者提到哥林多前书2:9:“神为爱祂的人所预备的是眼睛未曾看见,耳朵未曾听见,人心也未曾想到的。”这句话就像“金苹果在银网子里”(箴25:11),因为它不但使亚德里安归正,也使他成了殉道者。殉道者游斯丁亲口承认,这也是促成他归正的方法。
毫无疑问,许多人因受苦之人的话而蒙福。受苦之人的舌头,对许多人如同上好的银子。受苦之人的话往往既悦人,又有益处;既使耳朵喜悦,也赢得人的心;不知不觉便滑进听者的灵魂,又在听者心中大有功效地作工。“智慧人的口说出恩言。”(传10:12)耶柔米把它读作:“智慧人口中所说的是恩典。”这些话把恩典服事给别人,又从别人那里赢得恩惠与喜爱。蒙恩的嘴唇塑造蒙恩的心;蒙恩的话既是说话之人的美善和装饰,也是听者的安慰、喜悦和益处。
智慧人越受苦、越困顿,他口中的话就越充满恩典。这时,你会发现他的话最有价值、最有分量;这时,他的嘴唇好像新妇的嘴唇,如一条朱红线,因为他多多谈论钉十字架的基督,嘴唇仿佛被染红;又像细线一样纤细,并不因虚妄无益的言谈肿胀。这时,他的口谈论智慧,舌头讲说公平,因为主的律法在他心里(诗37:30、31)。这时,他的嘴唇好像蜂房滴蜜(歌4:11);这时,他的舌头是生命树,树叶能医治人(箴12:18)。银号在犹太人欢乐的日子发出最喜乐的声音;照样,智慧人的口好像银号,在自己悲伤的日子,反倒向别人发出最能使人喜乐、最能使人得益的声音(民10:10)。
一位异教智者也能说:“智慧人一开口,就打开他心思中丰富的宝藏和衣库。”照样,我也可以说:“受苦的圣徒一开口,哦,他所撒出的珍珠和宝藏何等丰富!”但是,
5.第五,圣洁、明智的沉默并不排除人在神使人受苦的手下适度哀恸、哭泣。以赛亚书38:3说:“希西家就痛哭了”;照希伯来文,就是“大大地哭泣”。主是否因他痛哭而不喜悦他呢?并不是。第5节说:“我听见了你的祷告,看见了你的眼泪,我必加增你十五年的寿数。”神既有皮袋收存他的眼泪,也有袋子封存他的罪(诗56:8)。圣徒的眼泪只要不漫过节制的堤岸,就再没有比它更甘甜的水。眼泪不是哑巴;它们有自己的声音,它们的雄辩在全能的神面前大有力量。所以,那位流泪的先知呼吁人流泪:“愿你流泪如河,昼夜不息;愿你眼中的瞳人泪流不止。”(哀2:18)照希伯来文,就是:“不要让你眼睛的女儿静默。”我们称作瞳人、眼珠的,希伯来人称作“眼睛的女儿”,因为它对人而言,就像独生女儿一样亲爱娇嫩,又因为其中仿佛显出一个小女儿的形象。贝拉明论到这句话说:“要大声呼喊,不是用舌头,而是用眼睛;不是用言语,而是用眼泪;因为这样的祷告最能有力地进入天上伟大之神的耳中。”
神击打时,祂要我们战兢;祂的手高高举起时,祂要我们的心低低俯伏;祂手中拿着杖时,祂要我们眼中含着泪。把这些经文放在一起比较,就能看见这一点(诗55:2;38:6;伯30:26–32)。一位希腊诗人说:“人越良善,越容易哭泣,在患难之下尤其如此。”大卫就是这样;他的床榻上经常用来装饰的,不是宝石,而是眼泪;约拿单、约伯、以斯拉、但以理等人也是如此。有人说:“我在地上若一滴泪也不流,神将来在天上怎能擦去我的眼泪?我若不流泪撒种,怎能欢呼收割?我含泪出生,也要含泪死去;既是如此,我活在这流泪谷中时,为什么反倒不流泪呢?”
“哭有时,笑有时;哀恸有时,跳舞有时。”(传3:4)犹太人的哀服是黑衣,黑衣也就是哀服。诗篇43:2说:“我为何因仇敌的欺压时常哀痛呢?”其中的希伯来词也有“穿黑衣”的意思。你为什么穿着黑衣行走呢?基督徒有时必须脱下鲜艳的妆饰,穿上黑衣,也就是穿上哀服(出33:3–6)。但是,
6.第六,蒙恩、明智的沉默并不排除人在患难之下叹息、呻吟或哀号。人可以在神手下叹息、呻吟、哀号,却仍然保持沉默。与圣洁沉默相反的,不是叹息,而是低声抱怨;不是呻吟,而是牢骚;不是哀号,而是怨言。“以色列人因作苦工,就叹息哀求。”(出2:23)“我未曾吃饭就发出叹息;我唉哼的声音涌出如水。”(伯3:24)他的叹息好像坏天气,没有受邀,也未经寻找,自己便来了。诗篇38:9也说:“主阿,我的心愿都在你面前;我的叹息不向你隐瞒。”诗篇102:5说:“因我唉哼的声音,我的肉紧贴骨头。”约伯记3:24说:“我唉哼的声音涌出如水。”诗篇38:8说:“我被压伤,身体疲倦;因心里不安,我就唉哼。”诗篇22:1说:“我的神,我的神!为什么离弃我?为什么远离不救我?不听我唉哼的言语?”诗篇32:3说:“我闭口不认罪的时候,因终日唉哼而骨头枯干。”他虽哀号,却不暴怒;虽哀号,却不焦躁埋怨。
人到了极端痛苦的地步,本性催促他哀号,恩典的律也不反对。叹息、哀号、呻吟虽然不能救人脱离痛苦,却能叫处在痛苦中的人稍得舒缓。梭伦为儿子的死哭泣时,有人对他说:“哭泣也无济于事。”他回答:“唉!我正因为哭泣无济于事,才这样哭泣。”照样,基督徒常常因为叹息无济于事而叹息,因为呻吟无济于事而呻吟,因为哀号无济于事而哀号。有时圣徒的忧愁如此深重,以致眼泪全都干涸,不能再借哭泣得到舒缓;所以,他们转而叹息呻吟,求一点舒缓。人可以这样做,心却仍然在主面前安静沉默。彼得哭泣抽噎,却仍然沉默。有时圣徒的叹息呻吟,能以某种方式说出舌头无论如何也说不出的话。但是,
7.第七,圣洁、明智的沉默并不排除、也不拒绝使用任何公正合法的方法,使人可以借此脱离患难。神不愿祂的百姓爱上患难,以致不肯使用能救他们脱离患难的正当方法。“有人在这城里逼迫你们,就逃到那城里去。”(太10:23)彼得在监牢里时,圣徒聚集祷告;照原文说,他们挤在一起。他们在祷告中如此迫切恳求神,仿佛围住主,又仿佛不停求告、敲击天门,使神不得安歇,直到祂借着许多大能与怜悯的神迹,把彼得送回他们怀中,作为一件知心的恩惠(徒12:5)。“过了好些日子,犹太人商议要杀扫罗;但他们的计谋被扫罗知道了。他们又昼夜在城门守候,要杀他。他的门徒就在夜间用筐子把他从城墙上缒下去。”(徒9:23–25)
圣徒的血在神眼中看为宝贵,在他们自己眼中也不应当看为卑贱。护理既打开一扇逃生之门,圣徒就没有理由把自己立作箭靶,任凭仇敌射击。使徒请弟兄们为他们祷告,“叫我们脱离无理之恶人的手;因为人不都是有信心”(帖后3:1、2)。得以脱离邪恶、卑鄙、扰害人的手,乃是一项值得寻求的怜悯。
患难本身是恶,我们可以渴望、也可以努力得救脱离患难(雅5:14、15;赛38:18–21)。为了保全自己,内在和外在的方法都应当使用。挪亚若不建造方舟,即使他与宁录及其同伙一同待在巴别塔上,也会被洪水冲走;据说那塔高达约两千英尺。我们虽然不可倚靠方法,却可以、也应当使用方法。使用方法时,要注目那位唯独能赐福这些方法的神,然后尽上自己的本分。掌舵引船的水手,一只手放在舵上,同时一双眼睛望着为他指路的星;照样,你的手使用方法时,眼睛也要仰望你的神,拯救就必来到。忽略方法可能使我们忽略神,倚靠方法也可能使我们忽略神。最好是使用方法,却在使用之中活在方法之上。奥古斯丁讲过一个故事:有人掉进坑里,一个过路人不停问他是怎样掉进去的。可怜的人说:“唉!不要问我怎样进来的;请帮助我,告诉我怎样才能出去!”怎样应用,这道理很容易明白。但是,
8.第八,也是最后一点,圣洁、明智的沉默并不排除我们公正、节制地控诉那些造成、设计、支持或执行患难的人。“铜匠亚力山大多多地害我;主必照他所行的报应他。”(提后4:14)有人认为,这位亚力山大就是使徒行传19:33提到的那位亚力山大;他曾在以弗所坚定地站在保罗一边,冒着丧命的危险替保罗出面。然而,昔日出色的信仰告白者若变成狂暴的逼迫者,基督徒仍可以控诉。“被犹太人鞭打五次,每次四十减去一下。”(林后11:24)迈蒙尼德说,受刑的人即使像参孙一样强壮,所受鞭打也不超过四十下;若身体软弱,数目就要减少。软弱的人可以减轻刑罚,保罗却屡次承受犹太律法所容许的最严厉极刑,可见他们用最残酷的方式鞭打他。第25节说:“被棍打了三次。”这是罗马人所打;他们习惯用棍杖击打有罪的人。
法老若使以色列叹息,以色列就可以向保护以色列的神控诉法老(出2章)。骄傲亵渎的亚述王若率领大军,要毁灭主的百姓,希西家就可以在主面前展开那封亵渎的信(赛37:14–21)。
苏格拉底曾说,今生每个人都需要一个忠信的朋友和一个苦毒的仇敌;前者给他劝告,后者使他留心警醒。希西家亲身经历了这个道理。
“但他的弓仍旧坚硬。他的手健壮敏捷。这是因以色列的牧者,以色列的磐石就是雅各的大能者。”然而,约瑟仍可以说:“弓箭手将他苦害,向他射箭,逼迫他”;这“弓箭手”照希伯来文就是“掌箭的人”(创49:23、24)。大卫也曾悲痛地控诉多益。甚至基督自己,在最痛苦的试炼之下是沉默最完全的榜样,仍控诉犹大、彼拉多和其余逼迫祂的人(诗69:20、30等)。神固然要使祂百姓的仇敌成为工匠,把他们凿削方正,配合祂的建造;成为金匠,给他们的冠冕添上珍珠;成为杖,打落他们的尘土;成为厨房杂役,擦去他们的锈斑;成为火,炼去他们的渣滓;成为水,洗去他们的污秽、属肉体和属地的性情;然而,神的百姓仍可以指明这些仇敌,向神倾诉对他们的控诉(诗132:2–18)。我原可以用一百多处经文证实这项真理;不过,现在该进入这项论点的理由了。